
Date of issue: 10.12.2017
Record label: Sik World
Song language: English
Liar |
I gotta be real with myself |
I wasn’t being real to myself |
I still have scars that run deep and I haven’t spent any time healing myself |
No one around could, feel what I felt |
I felt stuck from putting fear in myself |
I’m still getting burned, now I’m steaming in hell |
God, acting like I’m not screaming for help |
I, gotta get up |
I can feel it in my gut I wanna give up |
I can’t trust anyone 'cause everyone switch up |
I can’t love anyone 'cause everyone slip up |
It’s just me, don’t got anyone I can hit up |
All I dreamt of was seeing a stadium fill up |
Because of me every light in it gets lit up |
Changing the world through every lyric I spit up |
But until a, change happens in me I can never change it |
I turned fake, I got the balls to say it |
I was riding waves, tryna get famous |
A million plays, they know what my name is |
Now I hate the stress that it all came with |
My anxiety’s high and it’s mad dangerous |
I lost my girl, I could never save us |
Being honest with yourself is the hardest ain’t it? |
It’s okay to admit when you’re wrong and you’re fake |
It’s okay to lose yourself when you make mistake |
It’s okay to lose faith after a heart break |
I can’t say I’m perfect if I did I’m lying to your face |
I’m a liar, and I lie everyday, I act like I’m fine but I ain’t |
Inside I’m dying and I pray, 'cause I’m only human |
Yeah what more can I say? |
Damn |
I feel like I found me but I’m lost again, oh oh oh |
I felt like I could do it without a friend, oh |
I’m a liar, to myself |
I’m a liar, to myself |
I gotta be real with myself |
I wasn’t being real to myself |
I still have scars that run deep and I haven’t spent any time healing myself |
No one around could, feel what I felt |
I felt stuck from putting fear in myself |
I’m still gonna burn out steaming in hell |
God, acting like I’m not screaming for help |
I, gotta learn to |
Accept the fact that there’s no one to turn to |
Accept the fact that the flame we have burned through |
I fucked up bad, knowing that I don’t deserve you |
So many problems that we could’ve sat and worked through |
Wishin' that I wasn’t the one that had to hurt you |
So blind to that I didn’t see that from your view |
And now I’m stuck with pictures that I sit and search through |
And I heard you, moved on, and damn it, it’s my fault |
I’m sick of all the damage that I caused |
I’m so sick of fricking living inside of my thoughts |
I’m blind to what I have and only see what I’ve lost |
And I thought, if I blew up, I would be happy |
Well I’m not! |
So don’t even ask me |
If it looks like I am then I’m probably just acting |
'Cause life is a movie, mine looks like a sad scene |
I’m lying to myself when I say I believe |
The truth is I didn’t even see it in me |
I would only rhyme if I was feeling a beat |
When I should just beat this villain in me |
In rap’s I’d be inner healer to me |
I had nobody when I needed to speak |
Hated my life that had no meaning to me |
I’m still dealing with these demons in me |
Thought I was fine but, the real me needed to leave, 'cause |
I feel like I found me but I’m lost again, oh oh oh |
I felt like I could do it without a friend, oh |
I’m a liar, to myself |
I’m a liar, to myself |
Name | Year |
---|---|
About You | 2021 |
Still Lost 2 | 2021 |
Several Years | 2021 |
Reflection | 2017 |
They Just Left Me Here | 2021 |
Drowning | 2021 |
Idgaf | 2017 |
They Don't Even Know | 2021 |
Tear Me Apart | 2017 |
Going Ghost | 2021 |
Better Alone | 2021 |
Why'd You Leave? | 2022 |
Legendary ft. Sik Kid | 2015 |
I'm Distant | 2021 |
So Alone | 2014 |
Save Yourself | 2022 |
I Don't Even Know | 2018 |
iHate | 2016 |
EMERGENCY! | 2022 |
Somethin Real ft. Kira Kosarin, Sik World | 2019 |