Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Several Years, artist - Sik World. Date of issue: 29.07.2021
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Several Years |
| Lately, all I feel is pain |
| Feels like my heart doesn’t beat the same |
| I wanna give up and I just feel stuck |
| In a life that I know I can not change |
| I’m really lonely and feel drained |
| Sometimes I feel like a mistake |
| I just sit and dwell in my trauma |
| My life’s full of problems |
| I feel like I might break |
| Tried to move on, but I just can’t |
| Breakdown after breakdown and somedays |
| I wish I could run away, just to escape |
| And feel at ease even if it means one day |
| Where did my life go wrong? |
| I was a happy teen and now I’m an adault |
| Who’s sad as hell and always at a loss |
| No one tell I’m drowning in my thoughts |
| I’m still lost tryna find purpose |
| After all these years, I’m still searching |
| Hope you forgive me for being a burden |
| Self-love is something that I’m still learning |
| And I know I lie when I tell you I’m fine |
| 'Cause nobody knows I’m struggling inside |
| Sorry if you see me cry |
| It’s just I finally realized |
| It’s been several years |
| Since I felt okay |
| I’m losing my way and |
| It’s been several years |
| Since I’ve been on meds |
| I still feel depressed and |
| It’s been several years |
| Since I felt alive |
| There’s no tears to cry and |
| It’s been several years |
| Since I had a friend |
| That came and went |
| Lately, I feel so depressed |
| Tried to get help, but I’m still a mess |
| I don’t ever rest, I guess I’m stressed |
| Got my head down, hands gripping on my neck |
| Did I take my last breath? |
| Did I walk my last step? |
| I’m alive, but inside I am dead |
| Look, I lied, I’m not fine 'cause my mind is a wreck |
| I saw pictures of me in elementary |
| I don’t remember teachers ever telling me |
| I’d be an adult who senses people’s energy |
| Being an empath, attracts those who lack empathy |
| When I look back, my past shows me bad memories |
| Plus, it’s so sad, I had to withstand everything |
| All for my last, ex damn, thought you’d stand next to me |
| You stab my back and that hurt me bad mentally |
| It definitely changed me, but I forgive you |
| I understand now that you had your own issues |
| Your fear of abandonment really convinced you |
| That you weren’t enough for the love I would give you |
| I tried, but I broke myself tryna fix you |
| And I feel hurt that you couldn’t commit to |
| Me or the love I would give you |
| Nobody knows what I been through |
| It’s been several years |
| Since I felt okay |
| I’m losing my way and |
| It’s been several years |
| Since I’ve been on meds |
| I still feel depressed and |
| It’s been several years |
| Since I felt alive |
| There’s no tears to cry and |
| It’s been several years |
| Since I had a friend |
| That came and went |