
Date of issue: 10.12.2017
Age restrictions: 18+
Record label: Sik World
Song language: English
Reflection |
The reflection of my face, some wouldn’t even recognize |
Or who put me in this place, I wouldn’t even recognize |
Time has been so cruel, I could’ve blamed me but I blame you |
I do… |
Lately I feel lost, tell me if you find me |
It’s hard to put the past behind me |
When my mind just sits there and keeps reminding |
Me of all the bullshit that I kept inside me |
I’m not lying when I tell you I feel like I’m lost |
It just feels like I trapped in my thoughts |
I just sit there and think, and I think, and I think |
And I think and I think, I lost it all |
I am at home, I got back against the wall |
I feel hella alone I got no one to call |
And I’m still on my own because no ones involved |
Tell me where do I go when everything falls |
Damn… I guess that’s why I’m making this song… |
I just sit and reflect on every single thing that went wrong… |
My best friend, he turned out to be a fake |
The real definition of becoming a snake |
And I lost my girl to and that was my mistake |
I put music above her and it took her place |
And she’s the one I love and my heart it just breaks |
Because now I’m alone, there’s no girl to replace |
See I tried to re-date, but it’s always a waste |
Ever since she left nothing’s ever been the same |
Lately it feels like I just been wilding out |
There to many things that I’m finding out |
And my passion has been slowly dying out |
And I’m still in a whole and Climbing out |
Just to stumble over, but I’m trying out |
Lost my composure, so I write it out |
I’m feeling depressed and I’m hiding out |
I think that’s why I’m crying out, That |
The reflection of my face, some wouldn’t even recognize |
Or who put me in this place, I wouldn’t even recognize |
Time has been so cruel, I could’ve blamed me but I blame you |
I do… |
I guess I’m to blame, can’t lie to me |
Walk in the room and they start eyeing me |
Feeling overwhelmed with my anxiety |
So I stay to myself and I overthink quietly |
I stare in the mirror and I vent there alone… |
You say you been there when I’m on my own |
You say you’ll be there when I know you won’t |
And you say you love me when I know you don’t! |
I swear this depression isn’t a muthafuckin joke! |
Anxiety to — I deal with them both |
I been loosing faith and my hope |
Still haven’t found a way I can cope |
Yeah… I think loving myself is the very thing that I need to do most… |
Cause… I lost everyone else that I thought I would always keep close… |
And to think, I gave you all that I can |
You took advantage of me and then ran |
I made you who you are now I ask |
Why would you flip on me I don’t understand |
Told myself never again, never reach out for a hand |
Never put trust in a friend, never give up where you stand |
I gave everybody a chance just to see we didn’t last |
Nothing that I been doing has been I panning out |
I’m suffering and you stand around |
And falling so fucking hard I could smash the ground |
Wishin' that I could have my mom and dad around |
Anxiety got the best of me and I’m spazzing out |
Exhausted so much I feel like just passing out |
I wanted fame, you can have it now… |
Because I ain’t the same you can ask around… kuz |
The reflection of my face, some wouldn’t even recognize |
Or who put me in this place, I wouldn’t even recognize |
Time has been so cruel, I could’ve blamed me but I blame you |
I do… |
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