| Fucked up, think that I’m on the last straw
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| Drunk text, I’ll regret after last call
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| I need some space, wishing that I could blast off
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| 'Cause nowadays any buzz doesn’t last long
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| I’m down for the count
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| Always counting me out
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| Wishing that I could bounce
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| Right back, but the amount
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| Of hate, it made me drown
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| I’m in need of a trial
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| While they were chasing clout
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| My head was in the clouds
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| Trynna find some fucking peace of mind
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| In this shitty paradigm
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| With an overfull, basic design
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| And it’s really no surprise
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| (That I thought when I was rich, maybe I’d be my happiest)
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| (I made a quarter-million and I couldn’t buy happiness)
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| I used to think that life was out to get me
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| I hated everything, over and over again
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| Thought the world wanted to forget me
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| I couldn’t count up all of the time that I spent
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| Feeling sorry or playing the victim
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| Wasting every day to wallow around in my dread
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| But I guess it can get addictive
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| (A series of unfortunate events)
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| Maybe I was someone that was shitty in a former life
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| And karma came around, full circle, I was mortified
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| A gaining alcoholic, maybe that shit could be borderline
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| But I don’t need a therapist to tell me that there’s more to life
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| I just need somebody that can give a little comfort
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| Say that I’m so fucking bright when it were me they gettin sunburnt
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| Not somebody out the woodwork when I’ve put in all the lumber
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| And this shit is working out and my career is getting buffer (fuck that)
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| People switching up and shedding they snakeskin (fuck that)
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| You fix the puzzle and you’ll see the world shapeshift (fuck that)
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| And now they’re crawling back when they see the facelift
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| I’m better off without 'em and it’s time that they face it, ugh
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| I used to think that life was out to get me
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| I hated everything, over and over again
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| Thought the world wanted to forget me
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| I couldn’t count up all of the time that I spent
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| Feeling sorry or playing the victim
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| Wasting every day to wallow around in my dread
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| But I guess it can get addictive
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| (A series of unfortunate events)
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| All the tears I’ve shed
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| (All the tears I’ve shed)
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| All the times my breath
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| (All the times my breath)
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| Lost all its strength
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| I came back stronger instead
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| (Stronger instead)
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| I used to think that life was out to get me
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| I hated everything, over and over again
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| Thought the world wanted to forget me
|
| I couldn’t count up all of the time that I spent
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| Feeling sorry or playing the victim
|
| Wasting every day to wallow around in my dread
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| But I guess it can get addictive
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| (A series of unfortunate events) |