Lyrics I'LL BE DAMNED - Ryan Oakes, MOD SUN

I'LL BE DAMNED

Misery loves company
No wonder why you never wanna lay low
Serenity don’t fuck with me
You’re just a devil in a halo
Jealousy can’t set me free
I entertain it all day though
Your energy says you’re in love with me
I can’t get enough of it though
Now I’m stuck up on the ceiling
Ain’t holding me down, you’re leaving
My heart on my sleeve, it’s bleeding
It got ripped out by the demons
Let somebody keep on praying
It’s hard for me to believe in
I thought you were what I needed
The devil can be deceiving
And he’s dressing up in black
Pretending he’s got your back
He’s slipping right through the cracks
Just plotting on his attack
An angel in her disguise
The innocence in her eyes
Perfection in her design
Would leave anybody blind
I was love-drunk, now I’m sober
Searching for composure
I build these walls up
I don’t need your closure
I’ll be damned if I let another person into my head
Telling me I’m probably better off dead
I swear, all of the blood that I shed
Might just be enough to pain the skies red
Sometimes I end up going against my pride
When I know that I should’ve just let them say
That I’m insane and I dread doing all of this
Over and over again
Here we go, over and over again
I felt like you meant the words that you said
But now I’m out for revenge
Watch out 'cause I’m gonna win in the end
You made it impossible to just be in the same room
I heard about your reputation and it all came true
You put up all these obstacles I’m trying to break through
I’m trying to break through
And now I’m sober
Searching for composure
I build these walls up
I don’t need your closure
I’ll be damned if I let another person into my head
Telling me I’m probably better off dead
I swear, all of the blood that I shed
Might just be enough to pain the skies red
Sometimes I end up going against my pride
When I know that I should’ve just let them say
That I’m insane and I dread doing all of this
Over and o—
I’ll be damned if I let another person into my head
Telling me I’m probably better off dead
I swear, all of the blood that I shed
Might just be enough to pain the skies red
Sometimes I end up going against my pride
When I know that I should’ve just let them say
That I’m insane and I dread doing all of this
Over and over again