Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song PLAGUE , by - Ryan Oakes. Release date: 07.01.2021
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
PLAGUE |
| Please save me |
| Don’t let my anxiety erase me |
| All my demons coming out to face me |
| I keep on running never take me |
| This daydream |
| It plagues me |
| Everything is blurry and it’s hazy |
| The sun is shining, everything is shady |
| it changed me |
| Look, I been getting high to get above all the clouds |
| That still surround me even when I walk on the ground |
| The blood is rushing to my head like I’m upside down |
| It’s straight throbbing, feel like it just took eight rounds |
| My ears ringing in the silence, they won’t turn down |
| When it gets quiet, that’s when everything gets too loud |
| They say that home is where the heart is, I still skip town |
| 'Cause every time I get too close but I feel pinned down |
| Dissociation, oh it’s time to come and fuck up my memory |
| At least I went and forgot the fucked up things people said to me |
| I been locked inside my head for what feels like it’s a century |
| Given out in every other extremity |
| I’m losing the fight now |
| I need a light now |
| I’m outta energy |
| And it’s cutting the lights out |
| I need a lighthouse |
| I’m scared for my life now |
| I’m off the deep end |
| And I’m worried I might drown |
| Please save me |
| Don’t let my anxiety erase me |
| All my demons coming out to face me |
| I keep on running never take me |
| This daydream |
| It plagues me |
| Everything is blurry and it’s hazy |
| The sun is shining, everything is shady |
| it changed me |
| The present is a gift and I wish that it was air |
| But I’ve been stuck inside the past and all my older affairs |
| It’s that I worry 'bout the future while I’m shooting the flairs |
| And then the stress calls to see if anybody really cares |
| I’m sick as fuck of waking up and going through all the motions |
| It’s getting harder to be happy, I don’t show no emotion |
| I wonder what happened to me, I used to live in the moment |
| Now I’m distracted by the fact that I’m still hopeless and broken |
| I’m spending nights inside a room, I’m wide awake with the shapes |
| I’m thinking 'bout my insecurities and shit that it takes |
| I tell myself that I’m a martyr and this shit is my fate |
| 'Cause I go through heaven at the gates, oh |
| I’m losing the fight now |
| I need a light now |
| I’m outta energy |
| And it’s cutting the lights out |
| I need a lighthouse |
| I’m scared for my life now |
| I’m off the deep end |
| And I’m worried I might drown |
| Please save me |
| Don’t let my anxiety erase me |
| All my demons coming out to face me |
| I keep on running never take me |
| This daydream |
| It plagues me |
| Everything is blurry and it’s hazy |
| The sun is shining, everything is shady |
| it changed me |