Translation of the song lyrics Como Quisiera - Rudy La Scala

Como Quisiera (original)

A veces pienso en esta soledad
Por años yo busqué a no sé quien
Lo mucho que perdí para ganar
Y solo por defender mi libertad
A veces pienso qué es lo mejor
Si este silencio o el ruido de un hogar
Ambos te dan algo que ganar
Y en ambos hay algo que perder
Como quisiera cambiarlo todo y volver a encontrarte
Como quisiera yo estar contigo
Ahora entiendo cuanta falta me haces tú
Como quisiera no haberte dicho que no te amaba
Era mentira porque era el miedo
Y no quería perder mi libertad
A veces pienso en esta soledad
Tú fuiste la única en verdad
Que supo entender como soy yo
Y sufriste por mi necedad
A veces pienso cuanto hay que pagar
Para saber qué es felicidad
Yo sé muy bien que es tarde ya al decir
Que mi felicidad eras tú
Como quisiera cambiarlo todo y volver a encontrarte
Como quisiera yo estar contigo
Ahora entiendo cuanta falta me haces tú
Como quisiera no haberte dicho que no te amaba
Era mentira porque era el miedo
Y no quería perder mi libertad
Como quisiera cambiarlo todo y volver a encontrarte
Como quisiera yo estar contigo
Ahora entiendo cuanta falta me haces tú
Como quisiera no haberte dicho que no te amaba
Era mentira porque era el miedo
Y no quería perder mi libertad

Como Quisiera (translation)

Sometimes I think of this loneliness
For years I looked for I don't know who
How much I lost to gain
And just for defending my freedom
Sometimes I think what is best
If this silence or the noise of a home
Both give you something to gain
And in both there is something to lose
How I would like to change everything and find you again
How I would like to be with you
Now I understand how much I miss you
How I wish I hadn't told you that I didn't love you
It was a lie because it was fear
And I didn't want to lose my freedom
Sometimes I think of this loneliness
You were the only one for real
who knew how to understand how I am
And you suffered for my foolishness
Sometimes I think how much to pay
To know what happiness is
I know very well that it is already late to say
that my happiness was you
How I would like to change everything and find you again
How I would like to be with you
Now I understand how much I miss you
How I wish I hadn't told you that I didn't love you
It was a lie because it was fear
And I didn't want to lose my freedom
How I would like to change everything and find you again
How I would like to be with you
Now I understand how much I miss you
How I wish I hadn't told you that I didn't love you
It was a lie because it was fear
And I didn't want to lose my freedom