Translation of the song lyrics Carta - Laura Pausini

Carta (original)

Quiero decirte aquello que
No consegu decir jams
Que he mantenido oculto en m
Por mucho tiempo ya
Hay un amor que crece en m
Que no s como esconder
Ahora te deseo junto a m
Quiero decirte slo que
Tu sigues siendo mi alegra
Cuando con ella ests as
Mis celos son una agona
Por todo aquello que me das
Aunque sin quererlo dar
Esto te lo tengo que contar
De como cuando t no ests
La soledad se mete en m
Y me doy cuenta que adems
No me divierto ya sin t
En cambio si conmigo ests
Este oscuro gris ser
De colores con la vida que le das
Y que difcil es
El hablarte de esto a t
Que de amor no te gusta hablar
Ni conmigo, ni sin m
Tal vez porque
Tienes miedo como yo
De una respuesta que
Pudiera abrir tu corazn
Quiero decirte aquello que
No logr decir jams
Que he mantenido siempre oculto en m
Hay un amor que crece en m
Que no s como esconder
Ahora te deseo muy junto a m

(translation)

I want to tell you what
I couldn't say never
That I have kept hidden in me
for a long time already
There is a love that grows in me
That I don't know how to hide
Now I want you next to me
I just want to tell you that
You are still my happiness
When you're like this with her
My jealousy is agony
For everything you give me
Although without wanting to give
I have to tell you this
How when you're not
loneliness gets into me
And I realize that besides
I don't have fun anymore without you
On the other hand, if you are with me
This dark gray will be
Of colors with the life that you give
and how difficult it is
Talking about this to you
That you don't like to talk about love
Neither with me, nor without me
Maybe because
you're scared like me
From an answer that
I could open your heart
I want to tell you what
I never managed to say
That I have always kept hidden in me
There is a love that grows in me
That I don't know how to hide
Now I want you very close to me