Translation of the song lyrics Specchio - Jumbo

Specchio (original)

Avevo sette anni quella volta che in colonia bagnai il letto
Mi fecero percorrere il lungo corridoio che portava alle docce
Tirandomi per le orecchie, schernito da tutti
Ero nudo
Avero dieci anni quella volta che d’inchiostro, a scuola
Sporcai il banco
Quattro vergate sulle mani la madre superiora mi rifilò
Come piangevo
E in collegio il mio vicino di branda mi faceva gli occhi dolci
Alla sera mi spiava mentre io infilavo il pigiama
Avevo dentro tanta paura e non sapevo cosa fare
E a militare il sergnte si divertiva a farmi ramazzare il cortil
Gli altri mi prendevano in giro perchè avevo pochi peli
A casa non andavo mai, non c’era mai nessuno ad aspettarmi
Ed ora non ho il coraggio di cercarmi una donna mia
Son sicuro mi prenderebbe in giro e non saprei sopportarlo
Continuo a masturbarmi e son convinto non avrò mai un figlio

Specchio (translation)

I was seven when I wetted the bed in the colony
They took me down the long corridor that led to the showers
Pulling me by the ears, mocked by everyone
I was naked
I was ten years old that time I got ink, at school
I dirty the counter
Four strokes on the hands the mother superior gave me
How I was crying
And in boarding school my neighbor on the cot was making me sweet eyes
In the evening he spied on me while I put on my pajamas
I was so afraid inside and I didn't know what to do
And in military service the sergeant enjoyed making me sweep the courtyard
The others made fun of me because I had little hair
I never went home, there was never anyone waiting for me
And now I don't have the courage to look for a woman of my own
I'm sure he'd make fun of me and I couldn't stand it
I continue to masturbate and I am convinced I will never have a child