| Lascerò tutti I miei figli ad un futuro incerto,
| I will leave all my children for an uncertain future,
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| Mangerò composta a tavola con mani giunte,
| I will eat compote at the table with folded hands,
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| Piangerò con discrezione senza dar nell’occhio,
| I will cry with discretion without attracting attention,
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| Dormirò come se fossi morta, I say, fuck you
| I'll sleep like I'm dead, I say, fuck you
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| C’era una volta una promessa, una carezza,
| Once upon a time there was a promise, a caress,
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| Un bilocale come una fortezza, chiamarti la mia principessa,
| A one bedroom apartment like a fortress, call you my princess,
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| C’era la fretta, del taxi tuo che aspetta ma non vuoi andare
| There was a rush of your taxi waiting but you don't want to go
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| C’era una foto di noi al mare, c’era un vuoto che puoi colmare,
| There was a photo of us at the sea, there was a void that you can fill,
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| Gelati e film da noleggiare, c’era da togliersi I vestiti e poi volare,
| Ice cream and films to rent, you had to take off your clothes and then fly,
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| C’era la gelosia e tu che te ne andavi, e correre da te
| There was jealousy and you leaving, and running to you
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| E quando per magia mi chiamavi
| And when by magic you called me
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| Pregherò affinché tu possa avere tutto ciò che vuoi,
| I will pray that you can have everything you want,
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| Soldi, macchine, e una donna al giorno,
| Money, cars, and a woman a day,
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| E la possibilità di avere tutto e subito
| And the possibility of having everything immediately
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| Senza aver bisogno di essere mai perdonato
| Without ever needing to be forgiven
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| I say fuck you, you will never know,
| I say fuck you, you will never know,
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| What is turning in my mind fuck you, so you better watch out,
| What is turning in my mind fuck you, so you better watch out,
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| So you better watch out, out
| So you better watch out, out
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| C’erano cene mondane, stare composto,
| There were worldly dinners, stay composed,
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| E il mio bere e fumare che volevi cambiare a ogni costo,
| And my drinking and smoking that you wanted to change at any cost,
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| C’erano scene di panico senza motivo
| There were scenes of panic for no reason
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| Ed il tuo essere isterica per il modo in cui vivo,
| And your being hysterical about the way I live,
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| E farmi stare simpatica la tua amica più idiota,
| And make me like your most idiotic friend,
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| La filosofia del tuo maestro di yoga,
| The philosophy of your yoga teacher,
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| Poi c’era l’emicrania e I sospetti silenzi,
| Then there was the migraine and the suspected silences,
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| Io al mare tu in montagna,
| I at the sea you in the mountains,
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| C’era parlare lingue differenti
| There was speaking different languages
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| Asseconderò ogni tua perversa inclinazione,
| I will indulge your every perverse inclination,
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| Proverò ad interpretare ogni tuo malumore,
| I'll try to interpret your every bad mood,
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| Sarò pronta accanto a te quando verrà il momento,
| I'll be ready beside you when the time comes,
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| Quando il tempo ti restituirà quello che hai dato
| When time will give you back what you have given
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| I say fuck you, you will never know,
| I say fuck you, you will never know,
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| What is turning in my mind fuck you, so you better watch out out
| What is turning in my mind fuck you, so you better watch out out
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| Ma adesso metti bene a fuoco, mi vedi,
| But now focus well, you see me,
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| Sono caduto in piedi, ci credi, — non ti cercherò -
| I fell on my feet, believe it, - I won't look for you -
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| Ho tolto le foto dalle pareti e nei miei sogni segreti
| I took the photos off the walls and into my secret dreams
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| — non ti vedo — e a dormire ci riesco, esco quando mi va
| - I don't see you - and I can sleep, I go out when I want
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| Bevo, abbondanti sorsate di libertà,
| I drink, abundant sips of freedom,
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| Faccio assordanti risate con gli amici al bar,
| I have deafening laughs with friends at the bar,
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| Su come ero spento quando perdevo tempo, stando con quella là
| About how dull I was when I was wasting my time, being with that one over there
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| — sfumi nella memoria, non ti penso mai — e ogni mentire,
| - fades into memory, I never think of you - and every lie,
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| ogni fare soffrire
| each make to suffer
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| Ci insegna la storia — pagherai — e so che a ogni risveglio
| History teaches us - you will pay - and I know that with each awakening
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| — non ci sarai —
| - you won't be there -
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| E so che tanto di meglio — non troverai — mai,
| And I know that so much better - you will not find - ever,
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| ho due parole e una bombola spray
| I have two words and a spray can
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| Fuck you — per quando tornerai
| Fuck you - for when you come back
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| I say fuck you, you will never know,
| I say fuck you, you will never know,
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| What is turning in my mind fuck you,
| What is turning in my mind fuck you,
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| so you better watch out, so you better watch out, out | so you better watch out, so you better watch out, out |