| I will leave all my children for an uncertain future,
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| I will eat compote at the table with folded hands,
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| I will cry with discretion without attracting attention,
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| I'll sleep like I'm dead, I say, fuck you
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| Once upon a time there was a promise, a caress,
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| A one bedroom apartment like a fortress, call you my princess,
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| There was a rush of your taxi waiting but you don't want to go
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| There was a photo of us at the sea, there was a void that you can fill,
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| Ice cream and films to rent, you had to take off your clothes and then fly,
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| There was jealousy and you leaving, and running to you
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| And when by magic you called me
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| I will pray that you can have everything you want,
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| Money, cars, and a woman a day,
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| And the possibility of having everything immediately
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| Without ever needing to be forgiven
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| I say fuck you, you will never know,
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| What is turning in my mind fuck you, so you better watch out,
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| So you better watch out, out
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| There were worldly dinners, stay composed,
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| And my drinking and smoking that you wanted to change at any cost,
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| There were scenes of panic for no reason
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| And your being hysterical about the way I live,
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| And make me like your most idiotic friend,
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| The philosophy of your yoga teacher,
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| Then there was the migraine and the suspected silences,
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| I at the sea you in the mountains,
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| There was speaking different languages
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| I will indulge your every perverse inclination,
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| I'll try to interpret your every bad mood,
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| I'll be ready beside you when the time comes,
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| When time will give you back what you have given
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| I say fuck you, you will never know,
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| What is turning in my mind fuck you, so you better watch out out
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| But now focus well, you see me,
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| I fell on my feet, believe it, - I won't look for you -
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| I took the photos off the walls and into my secret dreams
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| - I don't see you - and I can sleep, I go out when I want
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| I drink, abundant sips of freedom,
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| I have deafening laughs with friends at the bar,
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| About how dull I was when I was wasting my time, being with that one over there
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| - fades into memory, I never think of you - and every lie,
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| each make to suffer
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| History teaches us - you will pay - and I know that with each awakening
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| - you won't be there -
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| And I know that so much better - you will not find - ever,
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| I have two words and a spray can
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| Fuck you - for when you come back
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| I say fuck you, you will never know,
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| What is turning in my mind fuck you,
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| so you better watch out, so you better watch out, out |