Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Mindstate, artist - Pete Philly. Date of issue: 08.05.2006
Song language: English
Mindstate |
| I fall into the darkness and I can’t get out |
| Once again depressed, stressed and filled with doubt |
| Ain’t no solid evidence |
| Justificating the aggravating decision to choose a musicians existence |
| Shit is intense, losing confidence |
| Really wanna break through but I feel the fence |
| Defensive way of acting |
| The way I react when I feel this way |
| Man I’ma kill today |
| Hey, listen up normally I’m up |
| But when the down comes around y’all better shut up |
| I’m in-caged by my own rage |
| My own resentment |
| This state of mind normally stays for a day |
| But hey, I really try to be the nicest guy |
| But sometimes my insecurities slice me right? |
| Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Phil |
| I’m either an asshole or truly real |
| This remains for anyone if I ever offended you |
| I’m torn between ups and downs and the ups is losing duke |
| I’m choosing to be this way |
| Cause it’s a part of me and the lyricist that I stay |
| I pray to stay righteous and fight just not to give up |
| And show these fools that I do give a fuck but |
| I guess it’s just my mindstate |
| I guess it’s just my mindstate |
| I wake up and shut the curtains to hide from the sunlight |
| Drink a cup of coffee and I hide |
| Cause the sun might change my perspective on things |
| And force me to act and react, throw my ass in the ring and fight tonight |
| I stay up late, anxious as fuck |
| Scared that my fate is to be broke and stuck in an illusion of grandeur |
| Or get suicidal like my late grandfather |
| I purr like a kitten, yet often feel smitten |
| By the terrible disease of never feeling at ease |
| I’m displeased by everything an anything at all times |
| Even though I’m pleasantly positive in all rhymes |
| Shit, just a facade |
| Feel pleasant every time I hear them applaud |
| Yet regret sinks in whenever I’m not singing |
| Thinking I should’ve finished my school instead of just bringing the |
| Rhyme |
| Yet I’m just manic like that, trading education for inspiration is just |
| Phat |
| Fuck them suicidal tendencies, I need to stop thinking like that |
| I guess it’s just my mindstate |
| I guess it’s just my mindstate… |