Lyrics Sometimes - Lil Xtra

Sometimes

Catch me in the back with my head down\nI’m just gonna fade to the background\nI know that I’m awkward\nLaugh at the wrong jokes, say all the wrong words\nI want to die in the front seat\nIt feels like for the last few months we\nJust can’t get it right, no love for life\nSuicide on my mind every night\n'Cause I don’t know my place\nWhat’s the point in being real when the world’s so fake?\nHow many motherfucking pills does it take before my heart shuts down and my\nlifeline breaks?\nI haven’t seen a soul in three weeks\n'Cause I never leave my bed, and I never even sleep\nLost 20 pounds, I don’t want to fucking eat\nI just want to find some peace, oh god, please\nIt’s raining in the morning\nIt’s raining in the evening\nRaining when I go to bed\n40 days and 40 nights\nNothing’s gonna be alright\nUntil I finally rest my head\nSometimes I wish I was dead\nFinger to the back of my throat now\nAgain and again, get it all out\nI know I’m impatient, fucked it all up again, because I stay so anxious\nI need something to die for\nI can’t put this life together like the tri-force\nI need a little wisdom, courage, and power\nSo I’m puffing level up every hour\n'Cause I don’t even know what’s real\nEither feel like shit or I just don’t feel\nHow many bottles left on my bill\nBefore I leave this scene and I chase these pills?\nFor real, what’s going on?\nYou said it’s all right that it’s all wrong\nBut I’ll be okay just as long\nAs my spirit lives on through these songs but\nIt’s raining in the morning\nIt’s raining in the evening\nRaining when I go to bed\n40 days and 40 nights\nNothing’s gonna be alright\nUntil I finally rest my head\nSometimes I wish I was dead\nSometimes I wish I was dead\nWe blow away like the leaves\n(Sometimes I wish I was dead)\nYou thought you heard, misquoted\n(Sometimes I wish I was dead)\n«I think I know what it means»\n(Sometimes I wish I was dead)\nGuess I must’ve misspoken\n(Sometimes I wish I was dead)\nI rode the train today\nForgot how much I hate tight spaces\nI hope it takes me far away\nI hope you know that I’m off to the races, I’m off to the races\nI’m off to the races