| I keep it cold, decisive my soul, my bloods gotta stay froze
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| I keep fucking up, I’ma end up alone, I ain’t fit for this life
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| Without a couple of vices, someone give me advice
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| It’s do or die, don’t think twice
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| I see the same faces everywhere I go
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| And fuck if I know, the difference between it all
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| She doesn’t love me when I’m feeling the pain
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| She fucking hates me for that, I fucking hate myself too
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| It’s a long hole, you can give it up if you want
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| I can’t blame you even if I wanted too
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| And honestly, I wanna believe that I’m better than that
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| But the truth is I can’t take this back
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| All these signs I told you
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| It’s no surprise you’re back to the old you, huh
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| And I fucking told you, I was never meant to be the one to love and hold you
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| And I can’t change now, I’m a fucking loner
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| Just a useless stupid, pissed off stoner
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| With the weight of the world on my shoulders
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| 23, I feel so much older, the little things I can’t get over
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| Fucking hate myself, fucking hate these posers
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| With the killmyself attitude
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| Never felt sadness until they grew up
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| And found out they were powerless, fuck
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| Knew I was stuck since I was a kid
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| Never good enough to bring happiness
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| But I can be what you need, if you give me the chance
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| If you just let me breathe, if you give me some space
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| If you just let me grieve, I still don’t understand
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| How this could happen to me, yeah |