
Date of issue: 01.01.2018
Age restrictions: 18+
Record label: Yesterday
Song language: English
while the rain drops |
These days waking up is getting hard now |
I knock the jack back |
I pick up what I put down |
Bad habits comin' round like they’re ancient |
It’s no surprise that I’m gunna need a rain check |
Not goin' out like I don’t make anymore plans |
Sitting in my room, staring at the ceiling fan |
Wait, who’s your mans? |
Guess I forgot to ask that |
You haunt my dreams, I can see you in my flashbacks |
I fill my brain with whatever I can find |
I’m self defeating |
Always wasting all my time |
Got a 9 to my head, but I swear I’m fine |
I’m unattached from the little that I call mine |
I’m unnatentive to these bitches like I go to class |
Reach for the holster, load it up, and then I cock back |
Up to my dome, running frantic like my last lap |
Fill the spaces with distractions |
Cause you know I’m bouta snap |
Like the led on my pencil when I try and write |
I smoke a blunt, then I’m sleepin' for the whole night |
I didn’t answer cause I’m busy talkin' to the knife |
Throwin' shade like we forgot about the sun light |
Sometimes it’s hard to fight back |
Wake up around noon |
Stuck in bed while I smoke the sack |
Black fingernails creeping down to your body |
Always fucking up like it’s way more than a hobby |
Fiendin' for some love, so I’ll take what I can get |
Nothing’s ev-er enough, death would be the safest bet |
Got ashes on my clothes cause everything about me’s gross |
You said I always did the least but bitch I always do the most |
People fade away like ghosts, I guess it’s for the better |
Loving at what cost, feel closer with the reaper |
When I see her it’s like all time stops |
Cause I’m asleep, while the fucking rain drops |
Smoking packs while I’m alone |
I write these songs and hate myself |
This alcohol straight to my dome |
And I don’t pace myself |
Fuck a chaser |
All I chase are these illusions |
Happiness, a fallacy |
I’ve come to the conclusion |
These days waking up is getting hard now |
I knock the jack back |
I pick up what I put down |
Bad habits comin' round like they’re ancient |
It’s no surprise that I’m gunna need a rain check |
I fill my brain with whatever I can find |
I’m self defeating |
Always wasting all my time |
Got a 9 to my head, but I swear I’m fine |
I’m unattached from the little that I call mine |
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burden boy | 2018 |
too far gone | 2018 |
tears on my paycheck | 2018 |
broken ft. scum | 2020 |
boy toy ft. guccihighwaters | 2018 |
i love it when you walk away | 2018 |
all i know is pain | 2018 |
keep it a buck, im lonely af | 2018 |
leaving | 2020 |
i hope you feel the same in the morning ft. guccihighwaters, killedmyself | 2020 |
before the storm ft. guardin | 2018 |
water down the drain | 2018 |
faceless ft. Barrén, ʎpoqou | 2018 |
hospital bills | 2020 |
fit for this life ft. Lil Xtra | 2020 |
livin in the dark ft. thebreathingbackwards | 2018 |
alone | 2021 |
BREATHE | 2021 |
bad decisions | 2021 |
route 22 | 2018 |