![before the storm - Yesterday, guardin](https://cdn.muztext.com/i/3284757371113925347.jpg)
Date of issue: 01.01.2018
Age restrictions: 18+
Record label: Yesterday
Song language: English
before the storm |
And the funny thing is |
No matter how hard you try |
You always seem to disappoint people |
I don’t want to be this anymore |
I don’t want to be here anymore |
I don’t want to fucking live |
But I have to convince myself |
That this life is worth living |
That these people and places |
Are something to live for |
I’ve been saving this for the weekend |
An eighth of spliffs to numb my emotions |
My hair is split, im cutting the lose ends |
My brain is shit, im tired of trying |
I’m sick of this patience |
Logic comes to dying |
I knew you were lying but I didn’t care |
You were something to stop my self hatred |
I didn’t dare ask a question |
You’re always on my mind |
Intervention for loving too many times |
Did I mention this pain is a way of life? |
You learn to live with it |
Or you let it eat you alive |
I’d kill myself |
Just to be myself |
Don’t even ask the question |
All I’ll be is a burden |
I’d kill myself |
Just to be myself |
Don’t even ask the question |
All I’ll be is a burden |
I’d kill myself |
Just to be myself |
Don’t even ask the question |
All I’ll be is a burden |
Who the fuck am I |
Just another psychopathic little prick you decide |
It’s much better here without me cause you’re feeling alive |
All I ever did was love you but everything dies |
There’s a monster in my head that’s rippin' me apart |
Vacant spaces in the places where we both would start |
To separate and every day I blow my candles out |
I sit inside but that’s not something you could care about |
My heartbeat has grown tired of the wind |
If you don’t love me anymore than please don’t bother to attend |
I’m a waste of energy I’ll never see the point in this |
Arms length, this love is tragic, I’m not something you would miss |
I’m not something you would miss |
I’m not something you would miss, no |
I’d kill myself |
Just to be myself |
Don’t even ask the question |
All I’ll be is a burden |
I’d kill myself |
Just to be myself |
Don’t even ask the question |
All I’ll be is a burden |
I’d kill myself |
Just to be myself |
Don’t even ask the question |
All I’ll be is a burden |
I’m so fucking lost without you |
They don’t really care about you |
They don’t really care about you |
Name | Year |
---|---|
cliffnote | 2018 |
again&again ft. guardin | 2021 |
whatever it takes ft. guardin, Jakkyboi, 9tails | 2018 |
alone in the attic | 2019 |
Solitary | 2019 |
i think you're really cool | 2019 |
burden boy | 2018 |
dim, dark, depleting | 2021 |
too far gone | 2018 |
ditch | 2022 |
tears on my paycheck | 2018 |
broken ft. scum | 2020 |
all i can see | 2021 |
boy toy ft. guccihighwaters | 2018 |
suffocate ft. 9tails | 2017 |
i love it when you walk away | 2018 |
all i know is pain | 2018 |
blue | 2017 |
keep it a buck, im lonely af | 2018 |
i wonder | 2019 |