Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Different , by - Lil Xtra. Release date: 22.06.2023
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Different |
| Yo, I’m doomed to a life of 7.25 |
| No point living right won’t make it out alive |
| Making plays downtown, let me sleep on the drive |
| Leaning from the fucking codeine in my sprite |
| Leaning on the hollows in his fucking four-five like |
| Put it to my head and we’ll see if I can fly |
| He don’t really care if I’m impaired just stares, says |
| «What the fuck is up, bruh you really want to die?» |
| Yeah, I’ve been blessed with a death wish |
| I just hope that I die young and high like Hedwig |
| I’ve been too distressed to address this |
| But I know I can’t be the only one who feels helpless |
| And I’m sorry that I’ve been so selfish |
| I’d change if I could, but I just can’t help it |
| But I know who I am, no need to pretend |
| Guess I’m I’m still fucked up, and let down again |
| 'Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes |
| I kept your picture underneath my mattress |
| Can’t see the sky to find my own position |
| I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different |
| I know I’m fucking different |
| Yo, why the world gotta be like this? |
| Getting high and she tells me what her stepdad did |
| I keep the secret so she can pretend |
| That her innocence hasn’t been lost in a sense |
| So we go to the mall and buy some bullshit |
| To block out how fucked up it all is |
| I just need a whip with the gold plate rims |
| I just need a pill to feel happiness |
| I just need a check and some ice I can flex |
| A few more drugs to feel a little less |
| A few more hits and a girl that’s obsessed |
| That loves all my shit and loves having sex |
| So I can pretend everything’s okay |
| But the world’s so black and I’m so grey |
| I hope in the end one day I’ll say |
| I see the same old world in a brand new way |
| 'Cause I’ve been feeling down can’t wait until it passes |
| I hope you keep me underneath your mattress |
| Still too blind to see my own condition |
| I know I can’t be perfect I know that something’s missing |
| 'Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes |
| I kept your picture, underneath my mattress |
| I can’t see the sky, to find my own position |
| I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different |
| I hope I’m always different, different |
| I hope I’m always different, different |
| I hope |
| I hope |
| I hope |
| I hope I’m always different |