Lyrics of Dengiz - Уммон

Dengiz (original)

Suzmoqdaman oqimga qarshi,
Senga esa oqimda yaxshi.
Suzmoqdaman o’z baxtim uchun ortga,
Charchadim, nahot kelmaysan yordamga?
Nahotki, unutding sen meni,
Nahotki, shunchalar bo’ldimi oson?
Nega unda unutolmasdan seni,
Sovuq qotarman ochiq dengizda hamon?
Kim bilibdi, derman o’shanda
Bunchalar o’zgarib ketasan deb,
Yuz bor o’qidim yozgan maktublaring.
Bir umr faqat sizni sevaman deb,
Siz uchun, hatto jonim beraman deb,
Yuragimning har bir zarbida siz deb,
Yolg’onlaringga cho’ktirib ketding.
Bir umr faqat sizni sevaman deb,
Siz uchun, hatto jonim beraman deb,
Yuragimning har bir zarbida siz deb,
Qasamlaringni unutib ketding.
Endi sensiz kelar, ketar fasllar,
“Manga faqat siz kerak, kerak emas qasrlar”.
Yarim yo’lda bo’linib ketdi manzillar,
Sezmabsan sani sevganimni qanchalar.
To’rt tarafimdan ezaveradi devor,
Sen ketdingu va dunyo bo’ldi-qoldi tor.
Kim bilan uyquga ketmoqdasan kechalar,
Shu haqida o’ylasam, netay yurak sanchilar.
Hammasi go’yoki tushday,
Har tong uyg’onaman qanotsiz qushday.
O’tgan kunlar naqadar go’zal edi,
Ertangi kun bo’lib qoldi bo’m-bo’shday.
Nega qanotimni sindirding?
Quladim hech kimsasiz dengizga.
Qo’l cho’zib, kutgandim yordaming,
Birga bo’lsak bo’ldi ediku bizga.
Kim bilibdi, derman o’shanda
Bunchalar o’zgarib ketasan deb,
Ming bor o’qidim yozgan maktublaring.
Bir umr faqat sizni sevaman deb,
Siz uchun, hatto jonim beraman deb,
Yuragimning har bir zarbida siz deb,
Yolg’onlaringga cho’ktirib ketding.
Bir umr faqat sizni sevaman deb,
Siz uchun, hatto jonim beraman deb,
Yuragimning har bir zarbida siz deb,
Qasamlaringni unutib ketding.
Orzularimni olib ketding, qoldi ko’z yosh,
Yulduzlarga qarab, o’ylab yotaman ko’tarmay bosh.
Hammasidan alam qilgani – yuzingdagi quvonch,
Ketasan deb, yo’limni to’sma, qoch!
Bir umr faqat sizni sevaman deb,
Siz uchun, hatto jonim beraman deb,
Yuragimning har bir zarbida siz deb,
Yolg’onlaringga cho’ktirib ketding.
Har nafasimda sizni sevaman deb,
Siz uchun hatto jonim beraman deb,
Yuragimning har bir zarbida siz deb,
Qasamlaringni unutib ketding.

(translation)

I swim against the current,
And you are good in the stream.
I'm swimming for my happiness,
I'm tired, won't you come to my aid?
Did you forget me,
Is that easy?
Why then will you not be forgotten,
Is it still cold on the high seas?
Who knows, the medicine was then
Because you want to change so much,
I've read your letters a hundred times.
That a lifetime just love you,
For you, even that I give my life,
With every beat of my heart that you,
You are drowning in your lies.
That a lifetime just love you,
For you, even that I give my life,
With every beat of my heart that you,
You forgot your oaths.
Now you come, the seasons go,
"I only need you, I don't need castles."
Addresses split in half,
You don't realize how much I love you.
The wall is crumbling on all four sides,
You're gone and the world is narrow.
Who are you sleeping with at night,
When I think about it, it's heartbreaking.
It's like a dream,
I wake up every morning like a bird without wings.
How beautiful were the days,
Tomorrow is empty.
Why did you break my wing?
I fell into the sea without anyone.
Reach out and wait for your help,
We should be together.
Who knows, the medicine was then
Because you want to change so much,
I've read your letters a thousand times.
That a lifetime just love you,
For you, even that I give my life,
With every beat of my heart that you,
You are drowning in your lies.
That a lifetime just love you,
For you, even that I give my life,
With every beat of my heart that you,
You forgot your oaths.
You took away my dreams, left tears,
I look at the stars and think without lifting my head.
The saddest thing is the joy on your face,
Don't block my way, just run!
That a lifetime just love you,
For you, even that I give my life,
With every beat of my heart that you,
You are drowning in your lies.
That I love you with every breath,
I will even give my life for you,
With every beat of my heart that you,
You forgot your oaths.