Translation of the song lyrics Gogatsu no Hae - RADWIMPS

Gogatsu no Hae (original)

僕は君を許さないよ
何があっても許さないよ
君が襲われ
身ぐるみ剥がされ
レイプされポイってされ途方に暮れたとて
その横を満面の笑みで
スキップでもしながら
鼻唄口ずさむんだ
僕は君を許さない
もう許さない もう許さないから
哀しみや憂いの影の
一つも宿さず
かわいいと謂れ慣れて
醜く腐ったその表情
もうフォークを突き立てたいよ
あぁ死体 死体になった君を見たい
己が醜さ恥じて 髑髏を垂れ
名前より先にごめんなさいを口癖に
今日まで 手合わせ 生きてきたのに
バカみたい 君を見てると
まるで自分が世界一汚れなき者に
思えてきたりもするんですが
生憎そんな遠回りせずとも僕は
僕を大事にできるから
もういらないよ
僕は君を許さないよ
何があっても許さないよ
通り魔に刺され 腑は零れ
血反吐吐く君が助け求めたとて
ヘッドフォンで大好きな音楽聴きながら
溢れた腑で縄跳びをするんだ
僕は君を許さない
もう許さない もう許さないから
君の罪裁く法律はない
あぁ なんて世界だ
変わりに僕が罰してあげましょ
なんて言うかよバカ
君にあげた僕の言葉達よ成仏せよ
その身体に解き放った
愛しの僕の精液を
お願いよ 取り返したいの
かわいそう かわいそうで泣きそう
空が蒼いように 華が散るように
君が嫌い 他に説明は不可
君が主演の映画の中で
僕はそう 最強最悪の悪役
激動の果てに やっと辿り着いた
僕にもできた絶対的な存在
こうやって人は生きてゆくんでしょ?
生まれてはじめての宗教が君です
僕は君を許さないよ
何があっても許さないよ
君の愛する我が子が
いつか物心つくとこう言って喚き出すんだ
お母さんねぇなんで アタシを産んだのよ
母さんの子になんて産まれなきゃよかった
母さんの子になんて産まれなきゃよかった
母さんの子になんて産まれなきゃよかった
そこへ僕が颯爽と現れて
両の腕で彼女をそっと抱きしめるんだ
君は何も悪くないよ
悪くないよ 悪くないから

Gogatsu no Hae (translation)

I won't forgive you
I won't forgive anything
You are attacked
Peeled off
I was at a loss when I was raped and poied
With a big smile next to it
While skipping
Nose and mouth
I won't forgive you
I won't forgive you anymore
The shadow of sorrow and sorrow
Without staying at all
I'm used to being cute
Its ugly and rotten look
I want to push the fork already
Ah corpse I want to see you who became a corpse
I'm ashamed of ugliness and hang a skull
I'm sorry before my name
I've lived up to this day
When you look at you like an idiot
It's like being the cleanest person in the world
I sometimes think about it
I hate it even if I don't make such a detour
I can take good care of me
I don't need it anymore
I won't forgive you
I won't forgive anything
Stabbed by a street demon
Bloody vomiting When you asked for help
While listening to your favorite music with headphones
I'm jumping rope with an overflowing sword
I won't forgive you
I won't forgive you anymore
There is no law to condemn you
What a world
I'll punish you instead
What do you say stupid
My words I gave you, be a Buddhahood
Unleashed on that body
My beloved semen
Please, I want to get it back
Poor and poor and crying
As the sky is blue, as the flowers are scattered
I hate you I can't explain anything else
In the movie you starred in
I'm the strongest and worst villain
At the end of the turbulence she finally arrived
Absolute existence that I could also do
People will live like this, right?
You are the first religion in your life
I won't forgive you
I won't forgive anything
Your beloved child
Someday, when I get confused, I'll call out like this
She's a mom why she gave birth to me
I wish I hadn't been born to her mother's child
She should have been born to her mother's child
She should have been born to her mother's child
I appeared dashingly there
Gently hug her with her arms
You're not bad at all
It ’s not bad, it ’s not bad.