Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song This Side of Me, artist - R-MEAN.
Date of issue: 17.11.2013
Song language: English
This Side of Me |
They say that tears are God’s gift to us, they heal as they flow like holy water |
What I feel in my soul is only darker |
These emotions run deep, they drilling through my cage |
They never spill on my cheeks, they spilling on the page |
Why am I still awake, the whole night’s gone |
Cuz angels can’t sleep when devils leave the porch light on |
I hear them whisper, staring at me with jealous eyes |
They talk filthy |
This battlefield left me paralyzed, walk with me |
Became an insomniac cuz these fuckers slept on me |
I resurrected just cuz they was wishing death on me |
My next steps was cursed like there’s a hex on me |
I can"t right my wrongs, I turned left homie |
But it was right turn only |
I might burn slowly |
And my entire life turned lonely |
Dear Lord, I’m tryna learn, coach me |
My head is frying |
Shhhhh, listen closely |
You can hear the devil crying |
Hook: |
Honestly I done been crying all day |
I feel these demons creeping up and they don’t play |
And I’m just scared of this side of me, Lord |
Said I’m just scared of this side of me Lord |
So honestly I done been crying all day |
I feel these demons creeping up and they don’t play |
And I’m just scared of this side of me, Lord |
You should be scared of this side of me, dawg |
No one knows this stuff |
But no one’s close enough for me to tell it to |
I’m telling you, I spot the hate in the eyes of a jealous dude |
Medusa’s flirting |
Working her magic, got my juices burning |
It’s working till the hand of God helped me to move the curtain |
I see it clearly for now |
The window to my wounded soul was blurred by tears |
He removed 'em all |
Tell me who’s at fault |
When falling off, crew was gone |
Everybody loves a winner but we all lose alone |
Homie we driven by war, the love ends |
So people with common enemies will become friends |
Go against me |
I can sense the 7 deadlies |
It’s envy, feel them jinx me with bad eyes |
Making allies surviving this war |
But jump ship before it capsize |
Ask why they riding no more |
It’s on |
I pray for you no matter what you cats is wishing |
Bless your enemy and rob him of his ammunition |
So pray for me the way I’m praying for you |
Cuz the devil gets to the best of us, he taking me too |
Things he making me do |
I’ve seen the dark side of myself and I hated it |
I just hope that I’m making it through |
Tried to live right for a while but ended up conforming to the way of the world |
Became a slave to these girls, the money, and greed and |
Jealous of a man in a position I wanted to be in |
Dear Lord, help me fuck up these demons |
Can’t you tell that I’m standing in hell? |
Till my heart and mind are in union like Gabrielle |
Till I find the strength in myself I can reach farther |
Knowing that the devil lives inside of the weak hearted |
Cuz when I came with the cross they crucified me |
Came with the torch and they tried to burn me alive B |
But why me? |
Cuz before I will live imprisoned I will die free |
And real eyes realize real lies B |
So hate but making foes I won’t |
Love the people that treat me right, pray for those that don’t |
Said you can hate but making foes I won’t |
Love the people that treat me right, pray for those that don’t |