| Motherfuckers can’t cry no more, when you die no more
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| It’s a crying shame, you don’t even try no more
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| Black suits, black ties and obituaries handed out
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| Ashes to ashes after living life, hand to mouth
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| A deathwish is cool till its time to blow the candles out
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| I need some answers now, leaving your sons is tantamount
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| To throwing 'em straight to the wolves
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| And everybody saying they’d be different if they had a man around
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| He loved his work and his women built like a Clydesdale
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| Went to the city in search of supreme clientele
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| And back to the country, frontin' like he Mr. Drysdale
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| Just an illusion, a ruse, an ol' wives tale
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| While I was in the 'Boro where the dope and the gun work
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| Had the whole 'hood soundin' like Dunkirk
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| Starin' at my celing fan, tryin' to be a man
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| Wishin' I had a chance to be his son first
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| «You know, it’s crazy 'cause like when I was a kid. |
| My dad used to pick me up
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| from school. |
| He was an executive chef and he would bring me to the kitchen.
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| I would be so excited to cook
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| And you know he’d be like, «Nah, you need to, you need to prep. |
| You need to do
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| preparation.» |
| And I didn’t understand it at the time but he was teaching me
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| about life
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| They ask me where I been, dog I been rebuilding
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| With my wiz and children, put my pops in the ground
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| Then hit the repast and ate the same shit that killed him
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| Your habits didn’t deviate, just thought you would appreciate
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| My moms used to say I was a whore just like you
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| So Ma, I ran through even more just to spite you
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| And Pops, my health is doin' pretty good despite you
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| I try so I don’t die at 54 just like you, cold
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| I’m one snowflake away from an avalanche
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| My first teachers were masters of self-sabotage
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| My momma walking slower these days, she got a stent
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| Still on them Newports, where’s your fuckin' common sense?
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| Pardon my French, I’m just still unconvinced
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| That as young as you are, soon I’ll be takin' care of you
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| I get it you’re the one who did the raising, I’m the son
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| But I’m not ready to cry at your Lorraine Hansberry-al
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| You can’t undo it you either succumb to it
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| Make the adjustment or just become numb to it
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| Looking over your life like «what have I done» to it
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| Knowing your bloodline is the river that runs through it
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| My sons look at me these days and think I’m certified
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| Preparing them for a world they’ll be deserted by, internalize
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| Black Man if you get a teaspoon of compassion, that’s more than double the
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| serving size
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| I get impatient, shit is taking too long
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| They don’t get it, I really lived it, you can say what you want
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| 'Cause by the time you realize that your father was right
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| You’ll probably have your own son telling you that you wrong
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| But be his ride or die, even if you two ain’t seein' eye to eye
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| Teach him how to throw a punch, ride a bike, tie a tie
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| Hold on to 'em while you can, this is just what I advise
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| Tiggalo Tiggalo Tiggalo Tiggalo
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| Nah nah nah nah, fuck that piano man! |
| Keep playing! |