| Everything’s changing around me
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| And I want to change too
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| It’s one thing I know
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| It ain’t cool being no fool
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| I feel different today
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| I don’t know what else to say
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| But I’ma get my shit together
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| It’s now or never
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| (Now or never, now or never)
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| (Now or never, now or never)
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| Uhh, I’m sick, sick of waiting in vain, tired of playing the game
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| Thinking of making a change, finally breaking the chains
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| Every phase, every happening craze
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| When it’s said and done, my head is right back in a haze
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| I’m ready for the next chapter and page to start acting my age
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| And part ways with Black Thought from back in the days
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| I’m stargazing from the back of the stage
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| Questioning if who y’all praise is worthy of praise
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| What’s the phrase «bygones is bygones?»
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| Niggas who used to be the underdogs is icons
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| People say the light shines once in a lifetime
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| Is this midlife kind a crisis a little bit like mine?
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| I’m thinking not now but right now
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| I need some kinda sign that the future is bright now
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| I fuck around, do the right thing like Spike now
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| The quick and the dead, which one is my lookalike now?
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| I’m moving ahead
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| Everything’s changing around me
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| And I want to change too
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| It’s one thing I know
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| It ain’t cool being no fool
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| I feel different today
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| I don’t know what else to say
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| But I’ma get my shit together
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| It’s now or never
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| (Now or never, now or never)
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| (Now or never, now or never)
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| Yo, opportunities lost because I blew them
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| On the sunniest days of my life, I cried through them
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| Mom was out the picture, and pops, I barely knew him
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| And I would pray to God but I’m tired of lying to him
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| Tired of tryna run from the things inside of us
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| Got a lot of fam and a lot of admirers
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| Who tell me that I should aspire to be changed
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| But when I think of changing, it’s like, 'Why even try this shit?'
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| My mind hazy and my thoughts, they get distorted
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| I know my good and bad deeds both get recorded
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| You do right so your soul can last
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| But my role is cast before I even audition for it
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| So I don’t really see an end to my vice
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| It’s just false reformation, no end of my strife
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| Feel the evil overpowering, you can go ahead, throw the towel in
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| Cause nigga, that’s the end of the fight
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| When you can only see the tunnel at the end of the light
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| Lights out, party over, it’s the end of your life
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| And I’m out
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| Everything’s changing around me
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| And I want to change too
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| It’s one thing I know
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| It ain’t cool being no fool
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| I feel different today
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| I don’t know what else to say
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| But I’ma get my shit together
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| It’s now or never
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| (Now or never, now or never)
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| (Now or never, now or never)
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| When I look into the mirror and see my own image
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| It feel like there’s something else far in the distance
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| Something I wanna see, but something that’s resistant
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| And every day, the haunting is growing more persistent
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| I never noticed it before, but now I can’t miss it
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| And the constant pounding’s driving me ballistic
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| I ran from it for years, but it’s still next to me
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| And it’s growing stronger, taking even less of me
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| I can’t fight it now, I know it’s just destiny
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| And I just wonder what’s gon' happen when it catches me
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| Will it leave me face down in the Chesapeake?
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| Or will it just start bringing out the best in me?
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| But is the best in me really just the worst in me?
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| And if so, yesterday could be my anniversary
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| In sinner’s court, sip port and have church with me
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| I’m trying to get rid of these ghosts that’s cursing me
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| I’m feeling change is an absolute certainty
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| Cause what’s going on is a state of emergency
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| Everything’s changing around me
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| And I want to change too
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| It’s one thing I know
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| It ain’t cool being no fool
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| I feel different today
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| I don’t know what else to say
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| But I’ma get my shit together
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| It’s now or never
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| It’s now or never |