Lyrics of Dopis - Nerieš, Kontrafakt

Dopis (original)

Vidíš mi karty aj pod stôl
Píšeš keď niečo som postol
Čo to zas mám, aký postoj
Nemusíš sa báť, v kľude zavolať
Vieš že si viem sám prať, po sebe umyť riad
Bála si sa keď si počula vonku sanitku húkať
Zoberiem ťa na koncert keď bude zase strašná fullka
Sľubujem ti že nezačnem, nezačnem fúkať
Tridsať rokov stále idem bez pochýb
Ďalších tridsať ma nič nezlomí
Vrátim sa keď niečo prechodím
Ale nevrátim sa bez modrín
Mami, mami, mami
Viem že sa o mňa bojíš
Odkedy som došiel v 13-nástich prvý krát domov najebaný
Odvtedy sa to so mnou vlečie (smetie)
Čakala si čo zase vyvediem
Myslela si že spím u kamoša ale skončili sme v CPZtke
Milión telefónov, keď neprišiel som domov
Správy čo je so mnou
Už som dospelý, tak nemusíš sa o mňa báť
Aj keď sa nevídame často vieš že ťa mám rád
Dobre vieš kto dáva na mňa pozor, teraz
Neni to ľahké so mnou, nahradila ťa druhá žena, prepáč
Tak sa neboj, neboj
Keď ti nevolám (nevolám)
Keď som s tebou, s tebou som tu pre teba (pre teba)
Medzi zemou, nebom budeš jediná (jediná)
Navždy pre mňa si moja mamina
Mal som voči tebe bloky (bloky)
Boli to fakt dlhé roky (roky)
Veľa krát vypeté situácie
V pamäti mám stále tie hroty (hroty)
Nechcela si neistoty
Radšej si hrala ich noty
Tvoj nový muž a jeho rodina ma chceli stiahnuť do ich temnoty
Túžby a sny nenaplnené
Rodinné puto moc vzdialené
Žiadne výlety, dovolenky, objatie
Pamätám bolo to šialené
Muselo to byť ťažké hrať pred nimi dve tváre, viem
Ako si to mohla vydržať tak do dnes nechápem
Asi ma chcela ochrániť pred druhým rozvodom, neviem
Možno som ti pripomínal minulosť ktorú som vedieť nesmel
Dnes to vidím inak, a mami tvoj synak už dospel (mami ja som dospel)
Si moja inšpirácia ako sa dá prežiť neúnosné
Dnes tu vychovávam syna, keď sa do zrkadla pozrem
Mami až teraz som si uvedomil pri mojom synovi, čo si tu bez teba počnem,
ľúbim ťa
Tak sa neboj, neboj
Keď ti nevolám (nevolám)
Keď som s tebou, s tebou som tu pre teba (pre teba)
Medzi zemou, nebom budeš jediná
Navždy pre mňa si moja mamina
Nanananana-nanana
Ešte keď sme mali štúdio u Franta, tak došiel za mnou jeden chalan,
volal sa Dano, a asi tri roky dozadu vyrábal bombu, doma na záhrade a vybuchol
a zomrel ale ešte keď žil tak prišiel za mnou raz že:, Brácho zomrela mi mama,
chcel by som pre ňu napísať niaku skladbu", a dal mi taký text,
a už tu neni ani jeden z nich ale ten jeho text by som tam chcel dať
Teda bola si keď žila si
Teda bola si keby žila si
Teda bola si keby žila si, odišla si mami
Ako keby spala si, ako keby zdala si sa mi
Mami som bez teba, tak kto bude pri mne v deň mojej svadby
Komu by som to povedal neviem, tak dám to do skladby
Smrteľne vážny, občas bývam sám a čakám že sa zjavíš ako anjel strážny
Hovorím si zavri a neblázni, už je to navždy
Mami chýbaš mi

(translation)

You can see the cards under my desk
You write when I lay something
What do I have, what attitude
You don't have to worry, call calmly
You know I can wash myself, wash dishes after myself
You were afraid when you heard the ambulance outside
I'll take you to a concert when it's a terrible full moon again
I promise I won't start, I won't start blowing
I have been going for thirty years without a doubt
Nothing will break me for the next thirty
I'll be back if I go through something
But I will not return without bruising
Mom, mom, mom
I know you're worried about me
I've been home fucking for the first time since I was 13
It's been dragging me since (trash)
You waited to see what I could do again
She thought I was sleeping with a friend, but we ended up in CPZtka
A million phones when I didn't come home
News what's wrong with me
I'm an adult, so you don't have to worry about me
Even though we don't see each other, you often know that I love you
You know who's watching me, now
It's not easy with me, you were replaced by another woman, I'm sorry
So don't worry, don't worry
When i don't call you
When I'm with you, I'm here with you for you (for you)
Between the earth, you will be the only one
You are my mother to me forever
I had blocks (blocks) towards you
It's been a really long time (years)
Many stressed situations
I still have those spikes in my memory
She didn't want uncertainties
She preferred to play their notes
Your new husband and his family wanted to drag me into their darkness
Desires and dreams unfulfilled
Family bond too far away
No trips, vacations, hugs
I remember it was crazy
It must have been hard playing two faces in front of them, I know
I still don't understand how you could stand it
She probably wanted to protect me from the second divorce, I don't know
Maybe I reminded you of a past I didn't know
Today I see it differently, and mom your son has grown up (mom I'm grown up)
You are my inspiration on how to survive the unbearable
Today I am raising my son here when I look in the mirror
Mom, it's only now that I've realized with my son what I'm going to do here without you,
I love you
So don't worry, don't worry
When i don't call you
When I'm with you, I'm here with you for you (for you)
Between the earth, you will be the only one
You are my mother to me forever
Nanananana-nanana
Even when we had a studio with Frant, a boy came to see me,
his name was Dano, and about three years ago he was making a bomb, at home in the garden and exploded
but he died, while he was still alive, so he came to me once: "My brother, my mother died,
I would like to write a song for her ", and he gave me a text that
and not one of them is here anymore, but I would like to put his text there
So you were when you lived
So you were if you lived
So, if you were alive, you left, Mom
As if you slept, as if you seemed to me
I am without you, so who will be with me on the day of my wedding
I don't know who I would say, I'll put it in the song
Deadly serious, sometimes I live alone and wait for you to appear as a guardian angel
I say shut up and don't be silly, it's been forever
Mom, I miss you