Translation of the song lyrics Room - My First Story

Room (original)

I don't remember all
What I'm for this place
There is nothing left
I'm not the one thats wrong
失った現実に 追い込まれ閉じこもる
「何かを変えないと」分かっていても
Please just kill me
When it's done, tell me
独立不可能だ」って全部手放して
I'm in the room forever
I don't know what to do now
Can't find the reason and I have lost myself
遠ざかっていった世界も
I can see all in here
この小さな世界を
I can't go outside
何か言われていたって
Never walk again
気付かない様にしてた
これまでもそうだったように
小さい画面上が 世界の全てだった
扉の向こう側 思い出せず
I want to mke it
And just take it
完全不一致している 現状変わらずに
I know the blame is on me
What can I do?
遠ざかっていった世界も
I can see all in here
この小さな世界を
I can't go outside
何か言われていたって
Never walk again
気付かない様にしてた
これまでもそうだったように
今の僕はどうしたらいい？
この世界で
何度どうやったって

Room (translation)

I don't remember all
What I'm for this place
There is nothing left
I'm not the one thats wrong
Driven into the lost reality and shut up
Even if you know that you have to change something
Please just kill me
When it's done, tell me
"I can't be independent"
I'm in the room forever
I don't know what to do now
Can't find the reason and I have lost myself
The world that went away
I can see all in here
This little world
I can't go outside
I was told something
Never walk again
I tried not to notice
As it used to be
The small screen was everything in the world
Beyond the door I can't remember
I want to mke it
And just take it
Completely disagreement The current situation remains unchanged
I know the blame is on me
What can I do?
The world that went away
I can see all in here
This little world
I can't go outside
I was told something
Never walk again
I tried not to notice
As it used to be
What should I do now?
In this world
How many times