| Against all the odd realities portrayed before I was
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| I stand with a life in my hand given to me before I was
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| I can with the tools of survival choose the right way
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| Or I can’t won’t or don’t have to
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| I can pull this opportunity to me and hold on like it’s dear to me
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| And not let it pass through
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| Or I can, stop here where I know the outcome and circumstance
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| Float close to death in the stagnant pool of familiarism seeking to destroy I am
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| Or at least the facade that most have imprinted in their lobes subconsciously
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| I’ll dredge through oceans of acquaintence scarred by their smiling faces
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| By the hap hazard way my life hangs for all to see
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| Nervous ticking and shrugging off near misses or near hits to be more accurate
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| for me
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| And who I let to see a piece of me is rare, so rare that I don’t know where I
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| can be free
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| These are my thoughts my words wrote down in an order pre-destined to exist
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| I love all who know me and who have the ability to
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| And those who I’ve skipped or missed feeling cold as they can
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| Hate steeping deep inside clenching their hands and fists
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| Wrists hardened with the power of death you do what you need to
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| I’m just moving through going where I can be possibly lead or taken
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| And so very blatant I’ll allow openly for my heart to sink darts of despise and
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| hate
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| Knowing it’s not my life and it’s not so easy to mend
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| But in the act of letting go I’ll lose my want to defend
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| And tune my heart and listen, listen to the ways of the wind
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| When will I get to segregate myself from…
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| What can I say to represent my voice I’m…
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| What do I hear that opens up my mind some…
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| Who can see me and tell me I’m normal I’m just…
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| Why must I learn to delegate my wealth to…
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| How can you change and separate yourself when…
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| When does our fate come knocking for our doors why???
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| Who does it take when it comes to the wind on
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| I view the smug the so very pleased just-to-be's
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| The: Hey look at ME’s. |
| With all fingers pointed back at me
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| And think, pray really for the ability with human eyes to see
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| Without jading my comprehensive outcome
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| Judgment kills when it’s amongst the same level of life
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| Distinction comes with prides tattoo
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| And I’ve been taught by those who think that they matter that this matters
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| But I’m not listening inside do you?
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| When will I get to segregate myself from…
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| What can I say to represent my voice I’m…
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| What do I hear that opens up my mind some…
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| Who can see me and tell me I’m normal I’m just…
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| Why must I learn to delegate my wealth to…
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| How can you change and separate yourself when…
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| When does our fate come knocking for our doors why???
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| Who does it take when it comes to the wind on
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| In perfect alignment is what my souls appetite yearns to be
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| Hungry for the feel of forever with a tight grasp
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| White knuckles my skin to bleed
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| Happily shed spots of sweat staining the path of continuance
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| I’m here to write but that’s not it
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| I’m here to listen to however the wind sees fit to move me
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| Sailing on like living is a port and I long to be
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| It’s quiet words almost silently allow me to talk to myself, but I know it’s
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| not right
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| I decree to set my journeys beginning with the first step
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| And then it’s up to you to set me free
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| I’ll make the biggest idiot out of myself
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| I’ve done it before and I know I’ll do it again
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| It’s like it’s good for my health
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| Well, It might be good for a drop of humility
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| Experience always seems to mark its stamp near me
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| Crouched out of place with a plan to take me
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| I’m constantly learning always seeing teaching being
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| It’s what oxygen and gravity brings as its privilege
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| Granted for all those who get the chance to encounter
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| Always fleeing time lines and seeking eternity
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| When will I get to segregate myself from…
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| What can I say to represent my voice I’m…
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| What do I hear that opens up my mind some…
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| Who can see me and tell me I’m normal I’m just…
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| Why must I learn to delegate my wealth to…
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| How can you change and separate yourself when…
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| When does our fate come knocking for our doors why???
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| Who does it take when it comes to the wind on |