
Date of issue: 23.04.2020
Song language: English
Anxiety |
Holding in my heart |
It’s beating like it’s coming through my chest |
Panicking again I just can’t seem to catch my fucking breath |
Count to 10 but nothing’s changin' |
Thoughts are raging in my head |
Every time I swear this is the last time I’ll get out of bed |
But you said I was on my own |
I’ve never quite felt so alone |
But this anxiety inside of me keeps pushing me ahead |
Medication all I need |
It’s just as bad as the disease |
When I abide by my prescriptions |
I keep wishing I was dead |
You are my hate |
You follow me |
My only strength, why can’t you see? |
You’re my best friend |
My worst enemy |
I can’t live without you |
But with you, I can’t breathe |
You’re breaking up, I barely hear you through the static on your phone |
I’ll be fine, I just need time to heal so please leave me alone |
Panicking again that anything you say might not be real |
That you never loved me |
You just loved the way I made you feel |
But you said I was someone else |
You hate the way I hate myself |
But this anxiety inside of me, it keeps me up at night |
You want me and I want more |
I jump and wash up on the shore |
Now I’ve chosen |
I’m broken from my whole fucking life |
You are my hate |
You follow me |
My only strength, why can’t you see? |
You’re my best friend |
My worst enemy |
I can’t live without you |
But with you I can’t breathe |
Your God doesn’t love me |
Your God doesn’t love me |
Your God doesn’t love me |
And I can’t breathe |
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Worried ft. Lil Xtra | 2019 |
cryin too much ft. Koi, Lil Xtra | 2019 |
Different | 2023 |
Gerard Way ft. Lil Xtra | 2019 |
Hive | 2020 |
Under The Weather | 2019 |
Delores | 2023 |
fit for this life ft. Lil Xtra | 2020 |
Don't Get Up | 2023 |
Sometimes | 2023 |