Translation of the song lyrics Complex - Leellamarz

Complex (original)

내가 다섯 살이 됐을 때
일본에 갔지
친구 한 명 대화 한번 해주는 애가
없는 채 나만 남았지 바보가 됐고
이유를 찾았지 나는
말을 하지 못해 듣는 것도 못해
이런 나를 빠가라고 부른
너희들은 못됐어
나의 깊은 내면에서부터 말해
듣고 말해 어서 그래서
I made it fuck complex
내가 아홉 살 때 쯤
여수에서 올라왔지 서울로
Made it from bottom 언제나 solo
누구보다 잘하는 게
나의 목표 단지
나의 머리 위에 누군가의 발이
존재하는 게 싫었던 어린아이
When I was middle
손가락은 busy
잠은 사치였어 그래서
I made it fuck complex
Why are you hating me
괜히 얘기하는 게
아니란 것을 you already
Rap은 취미 아닌 취미
나의 가사들은 찢기고
밟혀 내 눈앞에서
내 이야기들이
들을 수 없었기에
써냈지 나의 귀에
남아있던 그의 목소리는
보여줬네 기회
듣고 있던 나의
Situation 이것마저
부끄러웠어 그래서
I made it fuck complex
I don’t give a shit
난 가사를 수없이 쓰고
넌 나를 씹었지
Ufo 앞에서 랩을 하고
밤엔 울었지
음악 하는 것이
꿈이었던 때가 있었지 so
유명세 돈 여자 다른 것들
I don’t fuck with ya
내 음악을 줄 순 없어
더 많은 더 좋은 음악 만들어야지
그래서 i made it fuck complex
어머니의 입에서
나오던 친구들 이름은 이제
지겨워 나도 내 삶이
있다는 얘기는
못한 채 알았어요
라고 대답해
답답해
막막하고
누가 나를 말할까 걱정이
되기도 해 흐려지는 나의 꿈은
어른이 돼가는 거겠지라는
좋은 포장 뒤에 숨어
안도하기 바빠
너도 알지 이 느낌
모른다면 기도할게
너는 모르기를
Life is bitch
Now i got it what it’s meaning
Get this paper
형제들을 위해
Fame is game
But I don’t want to winning
Life is music
That’s all i need it
신경 꺼 누가 뭘 하든지
눈앞에 있는 prob
I’m gon fight with it
Complex 들이 나를 뛰게 만들고
말하고 행동하던 것들까지 바꿨어
이런 complex 들이
나를 배고프게 하며
나의 깊숙한 곳 어딘가를
자꾸 허전하게 하지
Complex 정상에
서게 되는 날이 오면
놔주겠니 나의 old friend
Complex 오늘은 원동력이
내일은 stress
이미 새겨진 듯하지
내 몸에 complex
Complex 들이 나를 뛰게 만들고
말하고 행동하던 것들까지 바꿨어
이런 complex 들이
나를 배고프게 하며
나의 깊숙한 곳 어딘가를
자꾸 허전하게 하지
Complex 정상에
서게 되는 날이 오면
놔주겠니 나의 old friend
Complex 오늘은 원동력이
내일은 stress
이미 새겨진 듯하지
내 몸에 complex
쟤넨 멍청해 전부
You know what I meaning
거부감이 들 정도 아마도 이미
내 목소리는 저들 아냐 맞아 전부
들리지 않아 one love
That I never seen
What about today
How can I see
What about tomorrow
혹시 넌 보이니
What about a week
We are so damn weak
Who know the future
But you are leaning on
LOVE 한 사람이 너를
책임지길 바라는 마음으로 남을
사랑이라는 새장 속에 넣어
다만 그 새가 부르는 노랫말은
Free free
Free we are so damn weak
What about today
What about tomorrow
What about a week
변하지 않지
So now I know
Why you love money
Now I know why you love fame
Now i know why you love bitches
Now I Know why love is fake
아름다워 내가 봤던
모든 것 찾던 지식들
갖고 싶었던 가져야 했던
따라야 했던 밟아야 했던
시간들이 근데 마음 한쪽에서 말해
부러워 저들의 멍청함이
저들의 무질서 무지함이
사람을 끌고 또 밀고는 하지
나만 바보가 돼가는 이 느낌
살아도 사는 게 아닌 이 느낌
알아도 모르게 돼가는 느낌이
들어 나라는 사람을 내가 죽였지
That’s complex 이해가 되지
않았기에 저들이 멍청하다고 말해
That’s complex 실수는 실패가
돼가는 과정이라고 생각했어
That’s complex 나 그리고 너가 아닌
우리라는 말이 내겐 어색했고
That’s complex 이 녀석을 더는 보고
싶지 않아서 그랬어
That’s complex
I wanna love i wanna hurts
두렵지 않아 변해가는 것들
우주에서 나를 바라보면
보이지도 않겠지 아주 조그만 점
그런데 지구는 돌아 그런데
지구는 태양을 돌아 태양은
우주에서는 아마 사람쯤 되겠지
그래 모든 것은 다 돌고 또 돌아
Complex 들이 나를 뛰게 만들고
말하고 행동하던 것들까지 바꿨어
이런 complex 들이
나를 배고프게 하며
나의 깊숙한 곳 어딘가를
자꾸 허전하게 하지
Complex 정상에
서게 되는 날이 오면
놔주겠니 나의 old friend
Complex 오늘은 원동력이
내일은 stress
이미 새겨진 듯하지
내 몸에 complex
That’s complex
That’s complex

Complex (translation)

when i was five
went to japan
A kid talking to a friend
I'm the only one left, I've become a fool
I found a reason
I can't speak, I can't hear
You called me like this
you guys are bad
speak from the deep inside of me
listen and tell me so
I made it fuck complex
when i was nine
I came from Yeosu to Seoul
Made it from bottom always solo
What you do better than anyone
just my goal
Someone's feet on my head
A child who didn't want to exist
When I was middle
your fingers are busy
Sleep was a luxury so
I made it fuck complex
Why are you hating me
I'm just talking
that it's not you already
Rap is a hobby, not a hobby
my lyrics are torn
trampled on in front of my eyes
my stories
because I couldn't hear
I wrote it in my ears
the rest of his voice
I showed you a chance
I was listening
Situation Even this
I was shy so
I made it fuck complex
I don't give a seat
I write lyrics countless times
you chewed on me
Rap in front of UFOs
I cried at night
doing music
There was a time when it was a dream so
celebrity money woman and other things
I don't fuck with ya
I can't give you my music
I need to make more and better music
So i made it fuck complex
from mother's mouth
The names of the friends who appeared are now
I'm tired of my life
saying there is
I didn't know
answer
stuffy
dreary
I worry about who will tell me
My dream is becoming blurred
That I'm going to become an adult
hiding behind good packaging
busy with relief
you know this feeling
If you don't know, I'll pray
you don't know
Life is bitch
Now i got it what it’s meaning
Get this paper
for the brothers
Fame is game
But I don't want to winning
Life is music
That's all i need it
Don't care who's doing what
Prob in front of you
I'm gon fight with it
Complexes make me run
I changed the things I said and did
These complexes
makes me hungry
somewhere deep in me
keep making me empty
at the top of the complex
When the day comes
Will you let go, my old friend
Complex Today is the driving force
tomorrow is stress
looks like it's already been engraved
complex in my body
Complexes make me run
I changed the things I said and did
These complexes
makes me hungry
somewhere deep in me
keep making me empty
at the top of the complex
When the day comes
Will you let go, my old friend
Complex Today is the driving force
tomorrow is stress
looks like it's already been engraved
complex in my body
They're all stupid
You know what I mean
To the degree of rejection, perhaps already
My voice isn't them, that's right, everything
I can't hear it, one love
That I never seen
What about today
How can I see
what about tomorrow
can you see
what about a week
We are so damn weak
Who know the future
But you are leaning on
LOVE one person you
I will leave others with a desire to be responsible
put it in a cage called love
But the song the bird sings
free free
Free we are so damn weak
What about today
what about tomorrow
what about a week
does not change
So now I know
Why you love money
Now I know why you love fame
Now i know why you love bitches
Now I Know why love is fake
it's beautiful i saw
All the knowledge I was looking for
I wanted to have
I had to follow, I had to follow
Time goes by, but one side of my heart tells me
I envy their stupidity
their ignorance of disorder
Don't drag and drop people
This feeling that only I am becoming a fool
Even if I live, this feeling is not living
The feeling of not knowing
Listen, I killed a man called me.
That's complex, I don't understand
Say they're stupid because they didn't
That's complex, mistakes are failures
I thought it was a process
That's complex, not me and you
The word "we" was awkward to me
That's complex, no more seeing this guy
I didn't want to
That's complex
I wanna love i wanna hurts
I'm not afraid of things that change
when you look at me from space
You can't even see a tiny dot
But the earth turns
the earth revolves around the sun the sun
In space, maybe people
Yes, everything goes round and round
Complexes make me run
I changed the things I said and did
These complexes
makes me hungry
somewhere deep in me
keep making me empty
at the top of the complex
When the day comes
Will you let go, my old friend
Complex Today is the driving force
tomorrow is stress
looks like it's already been engraved
complex in my body
That's complex
That's complex