Translation of the song lyrics Sanar - La Vela Puerca

Sanar (original)

Salí despacio, cuidando de no estropear la jornada
que mi cabeza ahora pide volver
y ya no lastimar.
Hoy me convenzo de que estoy bien
y mañana resbalo.
no sé porqué, ahora respiro al revés
y no me puedo hablar.
Lo que entiendo es que mi canción, ya no me quiere sanar
¿ Será que a algunos les cae bien y a mi no me deja entrar?
Hoy no consigo dormir.
y así despierto, me duele todo
ahora me tengo que ir…
Me faltan brazos para torcer, hoy no llego a abrazarme
mi lado oscuro vuelve a arremeter
y no me deja en paz.
De a poco voy, saludándome y la espina se ablanda
igual me tranco y quedo sin saber
para dónde volar.
Lo que entiendo es que mi canción, ya no me quiere sanar
¿ Será que a algunos les cae bien y a mi no me deja entrar?
alguien me invito a vivir.
pero igualmente me sentí solo
¿Adónde iré a resurgir?
Y lo que entiendo es que mi canción, ya no me quiere sanar
¿Será que a algunos les cae bien y a mi no me deja entrar?
Hoy le pedí por favor.
que esté conmigo y no se me esconda porque perdí mi motor…

Sanar (translation)

I went out slowly, taking care not to spoil the day
that my head now asks to return
and no longer hurt.
Today I am convinced that I am fine
and tomorrow I slip.
I don't know why, now I breathe backwards
and I can't talk to myself.
What I understand is that my song no longer wants to heal me
Could it be that some of them like him and he won't let me in?
I can't sleep today.
and so I wake up, everything hurts
Now I have to go…
I lack arms to twist, today I can't hug myself
my dark side strikes again
and he won't leave me alone.
Little by little I go, greeting me and the spine softens
I'm still stuck and I'm left without knowing
where to fly
What I understand is that my song no longer wants to heal me
Could it be that some of them like him and he won't let me in?
someone invited me to live.
but i still felt lonely
Where will I go to resurface?
And what I understand is that my song no longer wants to heal me
Could it be that some people like him and he won't let me in?
Today I asked you please.
that he be with me and not hide from me because I lost my engine…