Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Ex-Prayers, artist - Kaonashi.
Date of issue: 18.01.2016
Song language: English
Ex-Prayers |
After all these years, I find myself here |
Same chances, different feeling |
We want what we can’t have, I have nothing |
I’ve learned to live with misery, and that’s saying something |
See, I’ve been walking on walls, I’ve been sleeping on ceilings |
Just to explain my pain, just to justify the meaning |
After all these years, I find myself here |
Same chances, different feeling |
We want what we can’t have, andI have nothing |
I’ve learned to live with misery, and that’s saying something |
But what’s it saying? |
I was always told to be myself, but what if I don’t like myself? |
What if I just feel so |
Insecure, selfish, scared, ugly, embarrassed, and worthless |
Permanent damage made from temporary feelings |
I ask myself, was it worth it? |
Everybody’s happy but me, everyone has someone but me |
My life is a lose, lose, lose, lose, lose situation, I lose track of time |
When I think of the past |
I lose my sense of direction when I think about the future |
So I’m screaming out all my ex-prayers |
All the bullshit that got me here |
I wish I was a better person |
I wish she loved me |
See, it’s all pretend in the end |
It’s all make believe |
All those things I wished so hard for |
I didn’t need |
And all the people I tried to impress |
That just looked down on me |