| It’s like writing to the dead, dear people, I don’t know if you’ll hear my last
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| plea,
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| But somebody needs to be a little concerned about me, it’s like I’m standing on
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| the edge of a high tower by kanie,
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| Ya’ll are rootin me to jump, nobody stoppin me,
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| It’s like a drug filled rock n roll documentary,
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| Just wait till the world knows what’s inside of me,
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| Cause you ll be sorry when I’m gone, and I’ll be gone so very soon,
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| If the pressure on my diaphragm keeps resisting,
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| If the feds keep my brothers stompin up and down prisons,
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| If you can’t understand my offerings and deep mission,
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| No label is willing to see my unique vision,
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| If metro housing keep threatning my poor mother with eviction,
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| You’ll be sorry, (you'll be sorry),
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| You’ll be sorry if I stay so poor I can’t afford my own medicine to cure my
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| ulcer,
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| And get vexed at every rich person that walks passed, that won’t blast,
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| just yet I don’t even have enough gas to pass the exit, so don’t laugh,
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| (don't laugh) I think a smile is a charity, but fuck don’t laught my anger,
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| (resulted) from pressure, (exhaustion) my boys be (orphans), my voices,
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| (is all bent), I’m tired (I'm coughing) my daddies, (divorcin),
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| my momma (is hopin), my eyes be (so open), for chances, (I'm walkin),
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| I’m walkin an
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| Talkin and boxing my shadow.
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| I hate you!, I hate this
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| I hate food, I won’t eat,
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| In case you, Offend me
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| I wait you, so don’t sleep
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| It’s like the possibility of making it in the industry is just around the
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| corner now,
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| It’s just about your ability, but see it’s like an enigma,
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| An insomniac singer, a dream a figment of your imagination it seems,
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| Itll never be succesful, please protect your neck before they squeeze,
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| I’m your biggest hater you suck, and even if you don’t,
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| You know your luck you’ll probably get runover by a truck before your first
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| label meeting,
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| Meeting is the issue you prick, yo yo you really make me sick, no no you make
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| me sick,
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| I can’t stand this argument, see this is what happens when my mind starts to
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| dwell
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| And my strenght starts to fail,
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| And I get an anxiety (resulted) in panic attacks (exhaustion)
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| I might as well look for (a fence), my health is (dissolving)
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| I am tired (I'm coughing) my wife is (divorcing), my girlfriend, (is open)
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| Cause I gotta so (open) over these niggas, (walkin) I’m walkin and talking,
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| And boxing my shadows.
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| And now I sing about the poor, and I sing about the war,
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| And how can I not represent, when I’m the most critically acclaimed,
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| Put most emcees to a lyrical shame, get some um fame,
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| Express my pain and still keep this shit raw, how can one person be so poor,
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| Look at it, your better off, (without me), I mean even I (doubt me),
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| My own dreams, (mock me) the snicker and talk, (about me),
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| They want me to suffer,, take my life around me, (rob me),
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| They got me boxing my own shadow! |