Translation of the song lyrics We, From The First - Jung Seung Hwan

We, From The First (original)

잠 못 드는 밤 불편하게 할까 봐
어지러운 맘 너에게 들킬까 봐
언제부턴가 난 제대로 널 못 보겠어
네가 편하지 않아
너만 보면 내 맘이 내 맘대로 잘 안돼
친구로 잘 지냈는데
요즘 내가 너를 피한 건
눈을 마주 보지 못한 건
나 어쩌면 아니 사실 난 말야
널 좋아하나 봐 나 어떻게 할까
이렇게 말하면 더 어색해질까
장난 섞인 너의 메시지에
나 다음 말 고르는 게
쉽지 않아 쓰고 지운 말
널 좋아했나 봐
즐거웠던 날 그건 너와 있어서
좋아했던 곳 거기 네가 있어서
전부 너였더라 잘 몰랐어 그런 의민지
모든 날에 너를 지우면
기억조차 없는 하룬데
나 어느새 아니 처음부터 말야
널 좋아했나 봐 나 어떻게 할까
모른 척하기엔 너무 늦었을까
못 들은 척해도 난 괜찮아
그냥 웃어넘겨도 돼
근데 이젠 말하고 싶어
잠깐이라도 지금 널 만나러 갈게
어쩌면 다 망쳐버릴지도 몰라
지금 아니면 다시는 없을 거 같아
딱 한번 용기 내서 말할게
오래전부터 널 좋아했다고
널 사랑한다고
매일 밤 수없이 삼켜버린
용길 낼 수가 없었던
친구 너와 나 그 오랜 시간
난 처음부터
널 사랑했나 봐

(translation)

I'm afraid I'll make you uncomfortable on sleepless nights
I'm afraid you'll find out my dizzy heart
From some point I can't see you properly
you are not comfortable
When I see you, my heart doesn't go the way I want
We had a good time as friends
What I've been avoiding you lately
I couldn't see eye to eye
Maybe I'm actually me
I guess I like you, what should I do?
Will it become more awkward if I say this?
In your mischievous message
I'm choosing my next words
It's not easy, the words I wrote and erased
must have liked you
It was a happy day because I was with you
The place I liked, there you were
It was all you. I didn’t know that.
If I erase you from every day
I don't even remember
Before I knew it, no, from the beginning
I guess I liked you, what should I do?
Is it too late to pretend not to know
I'm fine even if I pretend not to hear
You can just laugh it off
But now I want to tell you
I'll go see you right now, even if it's for a moment
maybe ruin it all
I guess it's now or never again
I'll gather up the courage and say it just once
I've liked you for a long time
i love you
Swallowed countless times every night
I couldn't get the courage
friends you and me that long time
i'm from the beginning
I must have loved you