| Desnuda se sentía igual que un pez en el agua,
| Naked she felt like a fish in water,
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| vestirla era peor que amortajarla;
| dressing her was worse than shrouding her;
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| inocente y perversa como un mundo sin dioses,
| innocent and perverse as a world without gods,
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| alegre y repartida como el pan de los pobres.
| cheerful and distributed like the bread of the poor.
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| No quise retenerla, ¿de quéhubiera servido
| I didn't want to hold her back, what good would she have been
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| deshacer las maletas del olvido?
| unpack the bags of oblivion?
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| Pero no séquédiera por tenerla ahora mismo
| But I don't know if I wanted to have her right now
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| mirando por encima de mi hombro lo que escribo.
| looking over my shoulder at what I write.
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| Le di mis noches y mi pan, mi angustia, mi risa,
| I gave him my nights and my bread, my anguish, my laughter,
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| a cambio de sus besos y su prisa;
| in exchange for his kisses from her and his haste from her;
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| con ella descubríque hay amores eternos
| With her I discovered that there are eternal loves
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| que duran lo que dura un corto invierno.
| that last as long as a short winter.
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| Conservo un beso de carmín que sus labios dejaron
| I keep a crimson kiss that her lips left
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| impreso en el espejo del lavabo,
| printed on the sink mirror,
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| una foto amarilla, un corazón oxidado,
| a yellow photo, a rusty heart,
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| y esta sed del que añora la fuente del pecado.
| and this thirst of the one who yearns for the source of sin.
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| Antes que la carcoma de la vida cotidiana
| Before the rot of everyday life
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| acabara durmiendo en nuestra cama,
| would end up sleeping in our bed,
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| pagana y arbitraria como un lunes sin clase
| pagan and arbitrary as a Monday without class
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| se fue de madrugada, no quiso ser de nadie.
| she left at dawn, she didn't want to belong to anyone.
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| Le di mis noches y mi pan, mi angustia, mi risa,
| I gave him my nights and my bread, my anguish, my laughter,
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| a cambio de sus besos y su prisa;
| in exchange for his kisses from her and his haste from her;
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| con ella descubríque hay amores eternos
| With her I discovered that there are eternal loves
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| que duran lo que dura un corto invierno. | that last as long as a short winter. |