| Is it enough that you succeed or does someone else need to fail?
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| There’s a lot that my soul still needs and my heart has left a bleeding trail
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| To balance out my order/chaos dynamic
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| I derive joy from anything that isn’t panic
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| Because life doesn’t get easier, but our strength moves like meteors
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| And lately, I’m not afraid of monsters as much as I’m afraid of becoming one
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| My mind has been hiding the imposters and the thought of revenge sometimes
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| sounds like fun
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| So I begin to run so I don’t get lost in what was
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| Removing my pride so I don’t feel so undone
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| It’s crazy what a soul can become
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| 'Cause you have to make your opponent seem reprehensible so you don’t have to
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| take them seriously
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| But freedom from the chains of depression are obtainable when I can talk to
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| myself fearlessly
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| So, I turn to songs and music and bands that feel honest
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| Music where I’m finally not paying for the name, but I’m actually paying for
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| the product
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| I promise that I’m echoing the message that I was taught when I was facing
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| trauma
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| I wrote about the real stuff in my life and now I feel like I’ve lost it
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| That sense of comfort of knowing no one really knows me
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| Because I’m afraid of my mistakes and I don’t like feeling lonely
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| So I ask, you don’t need to stay, but before you leave, could you at least hold
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| me?
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| I hate feeling this depression
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| I hate making first impressions
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| I hate digging my head in the sand
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| And I hate not having your attention
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| I hate that there’s hate in my heart
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| And I promise that it’ll someday leave me
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| But the moments I spend creating art are the only ones that I feel can still
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| complete me
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| And I’ll say «I love you» to my dad more often, now that my mom is living in
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| heaven
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| I’ll stop complaining about the past and I’ll stop hoping things were just more
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| even
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| And I won’t complain about the rules, even when I feel that the game is not fair
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| Because life can end in one quick second and it’s time that I begin to care
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| I want to pray more often and I want to talk less
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| I want to let love begin to blossom and stop living in mess
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| I want to focus on my physical health and stop indulging when I’m depressed
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| I want to make life less about fearing hell and more about the love we possess
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| And I want to feel beautiful even in the moments that I regret
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| I just want to feel beautiful |
Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song A Question, artist - Hotel Books. Album song Equivalency II: Everything We Left Out, in the genre Иностранный рок