
Date of issue: 06.04.2015
Record label: InVogue
Song language: English
August (Part Two) |
I’m gonna chisel away at this rock until I get the shape that I want |
And then I’m gonna continue to chisel it |
'cause that’s what I do when I find myself in a new relationship |
'cause I remember when this started out as mud mixed with water that turned to |
clay |
And I watched it break and break and look more like the image I wanted to make |
It’s pathetic, I know |
But it’s all anyone ever gave |
'cause I was born a virgin covered in blood and free of sin |
And that’s the exact shape I wanna make when I jump off this bridge |
I’m tired of trying to be something that I can’t be |
And I’m tired of fighting for something that I can’t see |
I’m finding new life in every regret |
And finding regrets in everything I forget |
And the second I’m at peace I’m thrown off by my need to make everything |
complete |
'cause I’m a sucker for the rule of 3's |
You hurt me and I hurt you |
But when I hurt you something needs to happen to give me some sort closure |
And I’m sorry for this poor posture |
I just can’t stand up straight and take this like a man today |
I’m too broken |
And there’s so many things I want to say if only you would listen |
And I’ll put my fingers in the door so when I close it on you, maybe I’ll hurt |
a little bit too |
I’ll put my fingers in the door so when I close it on you, I’ll hurt a little |
bit too |
Because the only reason I held on to you was because I felt I had nothing left |
And the deeper I carve into this rock, |
I’m realizing it’s not gonna fit into the shape I want |
So I quit |
'cause I’ve always been afraid to fall in love |
'cause there’s something about falling that just doesn’t sound worth it |
And I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again |
It was problematic at best |
because you beckoned me |
And you lessened me |
And no other love would accommodate my blindfold so easily |
But now I can see |
Now I can see |
God, I gave you all of my love |
but I can’t see past this hurt |
God, I gave you all of my love |
So now what do I give to her? |
God, I gave you all of my love |
I just can’t see past this hurt |
God, I gave you all of my love, |
So what am I supposed to give to her? |
God, I gave you all of my love |
I just can’t see past this hurt |
God, I gave you all of my love |
So what am I supposed to give to her? |
'cause I’m terrified |
I’m terrified |
But I’ve never felt so alive |
I’m terrified |
I’m terrified |
But I’ve never, I’ve never felt so alive |
I’ve never felt so alive |
Name | Year |
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Nothing Was the Same | 2015 |
Wooden Floorboards | 2015 |
I Died With You | 2015 |
Alcoholocaust | 2016 |
Run Wild, Young Beauty | 2015 |
Love Life, Let Go | 2015 |
Where We Sleep Is Where We Dream | 2016 |
July (Part One) | 2015 |
Nothing Was Different | 2015 |
Broke Love | 2016 |
Constant Conclusions | 2015 |
Ten Steps Forward | 2015 |
I Think You See Where This Is Headed | 2016 |
Lesser | 2016 |
Two Steps Back | 2015 |
Saltwater For Blood | 2016 |
Lose One Friend | 2014 |
Nicole | 2014 |
813 Maryland St. | 2015 |
Every Day, The Same | 2016 |