| Yeah
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| Just ain’t been motivated
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| Couldn’t get out of bed, I been stuck inside my head, tryna wait it out, yeah
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| But nothing seems to help, I’m just letting down myself
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| Be happy, be belated, yeah
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| I control my future, I control my music, but I’m stuck inside the past and I
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| don’t feel like making music
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| Where you hidin' the remote? |
| I need something new to watch
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| Swear I checked like every cushion and this channel kinda sucks
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| I just need some interaction, a little 'we' time
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| Lately, the only action that I’m gettin' is from me time
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| And all we ever stress about is how we need some more time
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| But all we do with that time is bitch about the lack of it
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| And dig ourselves in holes and can’t get back from it
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| And say things we don’t mean 'cause we get mad from it
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| And if I give you everything I have, that ain’t the half of it
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| But I ain’t keepin' track, just runnin' miles
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| Ran a marathon the other day because why not
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| Painted most the crib because the walls were closing in
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| Couldn’t stack the deck so I been stackin' minor wins
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| But it still feels like a strikeout, hate it when it’s nice out
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| Love it when we make plans and then we make some more plans
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| And then we make some more plans until we never hang out
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| Then try and make some more plans but know that we won’t hang out
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| Because we’re just not motivated, and everything feels overrated
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| And everything feels overwhelming, nothing ever fits right
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| Nothing ever works out and nothing ever sits right
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| And no one ever talks about their feelings or is honest with themselves
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| And so we wait on other people to make it feel right
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| Livin' for the short-term, lettin' all that debt build
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| Adding up that baggage 'til we can’t afford to sit still
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| But can’t afford to leave our situation so we stressed out
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| And try and sneak that luggage on a plane and get rejected at the gate
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| And so we break down, everything is fool’s good
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| Everyone wear fake crowns but me, I like to rock mine to the side like I’m MJ
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| But I just ain’t been motivated, I just ain’t been motivated
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| Even with the beat too, find a loop and flip that
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| Added me a bunch of other shit but nah, forget that
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| 'Cause I just ain’t been motivated, I just ain’t been motivated
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| There’s nothing left to prove here, nothing feeling new here
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| Nothing but another fucking person in the crowd full of people
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| Just tryna figure it out, you’re either in or you’re out
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| I’m feelin' out of my element, feelin' like I might drown
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| I’m feelin' hotter than ever but feel like yellin' for help
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| Might be a little dramatic but feel effective forever
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| And this a role I know well
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| So I’m gon' finish it out, I’m just gon' bet on myself
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| Fuck it, I might go broke, but I just fix it myself
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| And I might end up where I started but I’ll know all them routes
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| It seems like shit can take forever but I just want that shit now
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| But prolly take that shit for granted so I’ll wait for the bell
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| And it’s been such a year already, tryna figure shit out
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| But when I stop and look at everything I have, I guess I have |