| I lost track of why I do this in the first place
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| Resented all the people that hurt me
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| Thought maybe I should end it on my birthday
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| That would’ve been perfect
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| Think maybe I was meant to be alone
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| I don’t know why I even check my phone
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| It’s not like anybody ever calls
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| But, I just hope you know that I meant well
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| I just hope you know that I tried my best
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| I just hope you know that I meant well
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| I just hope you know that every time I saw you cry
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| It made me want to set the world on fire, in your name
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| But I set myself on fire instead
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| And you weren’t there to put it out when it spread
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| But, I just hope you know that I meant well
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| I just hope you know that I meant well
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| I just hope you know that I meant well
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| I just hope you know that I meant well
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| I just hope you know that
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| I just hope you know that
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| I just hope you know that
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| 'Cause I set myself on fire instead
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| And you weren’t there to put it out when it spread
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| I hope you know that
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| Consider this as my resurgence
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| I’ve conquered most my hurting
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| I could’ve killed myself, but then I would’ve let you win
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| And I can’t stand the thought of losing
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| I couldn’t look that stupid
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| And if we’re being honest
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| We were never on the same playing field anyway
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| I could probably run the score up with both hands tied in a hailstorm,
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| and that’s on God
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| I was built in a way that only God knows, but you’ll never know because he
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| ain’t real
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| But, we buy that shit, don’t we buy that shit, yeah
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| Then we sell people on some bullshit
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| Sell 'em dreams they can’t cash in
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| Give 'em hope just take it away
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| Because conflict’s more productive
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| And it’s so exhausting
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| But, I just hope you know that I meant well |