| Feel like I can’t live my life 'til I conquer all my fears |
| But, I’m feeling pretty good, guess there’s not much that I fear |
| Implemented no new friends, ended up with like no friends |
| And if ugly is my name, well, then, pretty’s what I’m is |
| Just discovered my worth, feeling awesome as ever |
| When I make plans for the future I follow through in the present |
| Is everybody my cousin? |
| Every woman a lesson? |
| Every rapper the best rapper, 'cause well, fuck, that’s impressive |
| That there’s a no from me, bruh |
| We just ain’t taking them drugs |
| And if you prodding for something, I think your newest shit suck |
| I think I’m better than y’all, think I’ve got me that juice |
| And when it come to that squeeze, I’m nothing short of the truth |
| And that ain’t nothing but facts, need to drop some new singles |
| I got some women I smash, but file taxes as single |
| And look, if this shit’s so bad, then why you show for no reason? |
| Ain’t nobody here need you, and when you see me believe |
| That I’ve been trying to enjoy myself |
| Takes a little time 'fore you know yourself |
| I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying |
| I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying |
| I’ve been trying to enjoy myself |
| Takes a little time 'fore you know yourself |
| I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying |
| I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying |
| But I just don’t get inspired by nobody, just a bunch of nobodies |
| I’m at that point in my life where some exposure mean nothing |
| 'Cause I don’t show up for clout |
| You like my Netflix subscription, like, dawg, is you still around? |
| 'Cause I forgot you existed |
| I think a chance just got missed, but not the chance that I found |
| And most the time that advance, don’t always help you advance |
| Don’t always need that shit now, that shit it don’t ever last |
| And when I reach my decline, I’ll swipe my card 'til I’m spent |
| So much that on and off shit |
| Still rather ask for forgiveness, but long as I’m getting checks |
| Then I’ll stay minding your business |
| You shouldn’t play with your life, on every court with no lights |
| Or turn your back on somebody that come equipped with a knife |
| Just shit I’ve learned over time, lots of blood on my spine |
| That’s why it’s me and myself, left everybody behind |
| And everybody that helps, doesn’t receive any help |
| And every dance with the devil is just a dance by yourself |
| So I’ve been trying to enjoy myself |
| Takes a little time 'fore you know yourself |
| I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying |
| I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying |
| I’ve been trying to enjoy myself |
| Takes a little time 'fore you know yourself |
| I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying |
| I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying |
| I’ve been trying |