Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Pretend My Pain Away, artist - Citizen Soldier. Date of issue: 26.04.2022
Song language: English
Pretend My Pain Away |
| Tell my mother, tell my father |
| I’m so sorry I was never good enough |
| In your eyes I know I’ll always be a monster |
| Like who I am made me impossible to love |
| When I just needed empathy |
| You buried me in so much shame |
| I won’t apologize for who I am |
| No, not for one more day |
| I can’t pretend my pain away |
| I can’t outrun the pouring rain |
| In my head, in my head |
| It’s like I’m hiding a hurricane |
| I can’t pretend my pain away |
| Judge me for what I cannot change |
| When I’m dead, when I’m dead |
| You’re gonna wish you believed |
| You make me feel like such a burden |
| Like my sickness is my fault, can’t take this shame |
| I wish that you could see my pain just like a cancer |
| I’d be your hero, not a liar like you say |
| I can’t pretend my pain away |
| I can’t outrun the pouring rain |
| In my head, in my head |
| It’s like I’m hiding a hurricane |
| I can’t pretend my pain away |
| Judge me for what I cannot change |
| When I’m dead, when I’m dead |
| You’re gonna wish you believed |
| When I needed to be loved |
| You were the jury and the judge |
| Refused to understand |
| It messed me up so bad |
| The more you try the less you helped |
| It only made me hate myself |
| Can’t stand one second more |
| you never wore |
| I can’t pretend my pain away |
| I can’t outrun the pouring rain |
| In my head, in my head |
| It’s like I’m hiding a hurricane |
| I can’t pretend my pain away |
| Judge me for what I cannot change |
| I’m not dead, no not yet |
| I’m begging you to believe me |