Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song I'm Not Okay , by - Citizen Soldier. Song from the album Down the Rabbit Hole, in the genre АльтернативаRelease date: 19.11.2020
Record label: Citizen Soldier
Song language: English
I'm Not Okay |
| Tonight the monsters in my head |
| Are screaming so damn loud |
| But I built walls so high |
| So they never even make a sound |
| It’s a mask, it’s a lie |
| It’s the only home I’ve ever known |
| Cause being who I really am |
| Has only left me more alone |
| I am not okay |
| And I need you to see it |
| I have so much to say |
| And no one to hear it |
| The reason I keep quiet |
| With so much at stake |
| I always feel like a burden |
| Let it silence me |
| You’ll never understand |
| Why its so hard to say |
| I’m not okay |
| I wish I had a scar |
| Had a bruise on the surface |
| Any kind of proof |
| That everything I feel is |
| More than just some sad excuse |
| My life’s invisible abuse |
| I’m either judged or have to hide |
| The only symptom you can see |
| Is I don’t wanna be alive |
| I am not okay |
| And I need you to see it |
| I have so much to say |
| And no one to hear it |
| The reason I keep quiet |
| With so much at stake |
| I always feel like a burden |
| Let it silence me |
| You’ll never understand |
| Why its so hard to say |
| I’ll never have the words |
| I can’t explain this hell |
| But what if it kills me |
| If I keep it to myself |
| To myself |
| I am not okay |
| And I need you to see it |
| I have so much to say |
| And no one to hear it |
| I’m not okay |
| I’m not okay |
| I’m never safe |
| It’s not a phase |
| If I finally break |
| Would you still stay |
| Tonight the monsters in my head |
| Are screaming so damn loud |