
Date of issue: 19.11.2020
Record label: Citizen Soldier
Song language: English
Mess of Me |
(My charade, my charade |
My grenade, my grenade |
My charade, my charade |
My grenade, my grenade) |
Stay on the inside |
Don’t let your secret out |
Reveal the landslide |
That’s always pouring |
Down, down like the rain |
Can you see me drownin'? |
Drifting away |
They’ll never understand |
Why I disappear |
The voices that I hear |
Calling me into the darkness |
I’ll breathe in, I’ll breathe out |
So sick of holding it down |
When no one sees |
This mess of me |
It’s okay, I’m alright |
Even though I’m dyin' inside |
I’m never free |
Of this mess of me |
I dance with demons |
Conceal this double life |
No rhyme or reason |
For the war behind these |
Eyes, don’t get too close |
Do you see what I see? |
Haunting like a ghost |
I’m never free |
I’ll breathe in, I’ll breathe out |
So sick of holding it down |
When no one sees |
This mess of me |
It’s okay, I’m alright |
Even though I’m dyin' inside |
I’m never free |
Of this mess of me |
This mess of me |
No, I’m never free |
My charade, my grenade |
I will lie for you |
I will follow you |
Until the end |
I’m ashamed, I’m afraid |
If they knew the truth |
Of my abuse |
What would they do? |
What would they do? |
My charade, my grenade |
If they knew the truth |
Of my abuse |
I’ll breathe in, I’ll breathe out |
So sick of holding it down |
When no one sees |
This mess of me |
It’s okay, I’m alright |
Even though I’m dyin' inside |
I’m never free |
Oh, of this mess of me |
I’m never free |
Of this mess of me |
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