Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song If I Surrender , by - Citizen Soldier. Release date: 16.11.2021
Song language: English
If I Surrender |
| If I surrender |
| Lately I've been feeling so ashamed |
| By these thoughts I'm hiding in my brain |
| 'Cause I've been holding them down but they twist me violently |
| I'm hanging by a thread tonight |
| but this time I don't wanna be saved |
| So let me fall, let me break |
| Under everything unsaid |
| Just let me die 'cause I can't take |
| Living with what's in my head |
| If I surrender, surrender |
| To the monsters in me |
| If I surrender, surrender |
| To the monsters in me |
| Will it set me free? |
| What's the point of holding on like this? |
| When no one seems to care if I exist |
| There is no agony like being strong |
| when no one knows you're sick |
| So sick of hearing I should stay |
| when I know I would never be missed |
| So let me fall, let me break |
| Under everything unsaid |
| Just let me die 'cause I can't take |
| Living with what's in my head |
| If I surrender, surrender |
| To the monsters in me |
| If I surrender, surrender |
| To the monsters in me |
| If you could see under my skin |
| You'd realize why I hold it in |
| Why it's a fight I don't wanna win |
| Why it's a fight I don't wanna win |
| If you could see all my abuse |
| And spent a day inside my shoes |
| You'd realize why I just wanna lose |
| You'd realize why I just wanna lose |
| Will anyone believe the hell of being me |
| Before I decide to be the dying proof? |
| So let me fall, let me break |
| Under everything unsaid |
| Just let me die 'cause I can't take |
| Living with what's in my head |
| If I surrender, surrender |
| To the monsters in me |
| If I surrender, surrender |
| To the monsters in me |
| Will it set me free? |