Translation of the song lyrics BOKE - CIKI

BOKE (original)

괜찮을 거라 말해 또 물었지
두 손을 쥐고 고갤 끄덕였지
어디로 갈까 날 끌고 걸었지
우리는 누울 곳마저 없었지
넌 지금 어떤 애가 생각나는지
잠결에 흘린 게 눈물인 건지
있잖아 원래 아무 사이 아닌 게
그쪽이 아냐 좀 더 옆으로
You already know, 말도 안 되게
그때도 말없이 날 피하려만 해
아닐 거야 모두 내 착각이겠지
널 피곤하게 해서 미안
표정과 말투 목소리 네 얼굴
몇 번의 주저했던 얘기까지
끝까지 숨겨왔던 건 알겠니
그래서 날 용서할 것 같아
You already know, 말도 안 되게
지금도 말없이 날 피하려만 해
진심인지 어쩌다 한 말인 건지
널 보낸 내가 알아야겠어
어디로 간 건지, 아플 거라며 갔는지
내게도 선을 그어선 내가 넘어버렸지 그건
언제까지 못 본 척할 거야 그렇게
친구가 될래, 이 모습으로
I’ll be you
너와 잠에서 깰래
이러다 손짓하면 나타날 걸 알아
어쩌면 다시 연락할지도 몰라
몇 번의 헤어짐에도
더 간절한 내가
있잖아, 내가 말하려던 건
Because I love you

(translation)

Said it would be okay, I asked again
I grabbed her hands and nodded my head.
She dragged me to where I was going
We didn't even have a place to lie down
What kind of kid do you think of now
Was it tears that I shed in my sleep?
You know, we're not in a relationship
It's not that way, a little more to the side
You already know, it's ridiculous
Even then, without a word, you just try to avoid me
It's probably not, it's all my misunderstanding
sorry to make you tired
Facial expressions, tone of voice, your face
Even the few hesitating conversations
Do you know what I've been hiding
So I guess you'll forgive me
You already know, it's ridiculous
Even now, without a word, you try to avoid me
Are you serious or did you just say it?
I need to know who sent you
Where did you go, you said you were going to get sick
I also drew a line and I fell over that
I'll pretend I never saw you like that
Wanna be friends, like this
I'll be you
Wake up with you
I know that if I beckon like this, it will appear
maybe i'll get back to you
No matter how many breakups
I'm more desperate
You know what I was trying to say
Because I love you