| Again and again
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| Start over from scratch
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| Build up from the ground
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| The new kid in class
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| I tell them my name
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| Again and again
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| I try to be kind
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| And hope for a friend
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| And hope for a friend
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| It’s like a game of hide and seek, they count to ten and look for me
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| But it’s been half an hour, I’m still crouched behind the couch and think
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| That maybe they’ve forgotten me, gave up, gone to watch TV
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| But I’ll be hiding quietly
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| In case they circle back for me
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| The childhood I had
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| An outsider in my head
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| Again and again
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| Again and again
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| We pack up and move
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| I skip like a stone
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| New school to nw school
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| Unable to float
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| And holding my breath
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| Afraid to approach
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| Will you be my frind?
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| Will you be my friend?
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| It’s like a game of hide and seek
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| They count to ten and look for me
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| But it’s been several hours
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| I’m still crouched behind the couch and think
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| That I’m the piece they’d rather lose
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| The seed you plant that never blooms
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| A new kid much too nervous to stand up
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| Step out or leave his room
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| The childhood I had
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| An outsider in my head
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| Again and again
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| Class we have a new student
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| He’s a little withdrawn
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| He just moved here from Texas or Nashville or Mars
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| He’ll be gone before long
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| So he’s not worth the trouble
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| He’s a novelty when
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| All the cliques are connected
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| The ephemeral friend
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| It’s like a game of hide and seek
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| They count to ten and look for me
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| But it’s been twenty years and I’m
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| Still crouched behind the couch and think
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| That I’d be different had I known
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| That birthday cakes and milestones
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| Wouldn’t mark my progress growing up
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| Like years of eating lunch alone
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| The childhood I had, an outsider in my head
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| I ask myself: without it, would I be the Bug I am?
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| Again and Again
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| It’s like a game of hide and seek
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| But it’s my turn to search and, see
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| I still know all the hiding spots
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| To check to find the lost and thank
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| The childhood I had, an outsider in my head
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| But never again |