Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Dissociative, artist - Before I Turn. Album song Claustrophobic, in the genre Альтернатива
Date of issue: 12.10.2018
Age restrictions: 18+
Record label: Before I Turn
Song language: English
Dissociative |
Free me from the dark in my head |
'Cause it’s preventing me from seeing red |
I can’t tell who I am anymore |
Somebody tell me 'cause I’m not so sure |
Emptiness is the victim of pain |
Killing me loudly like the sorrow and pain |
I’m feeling darkness, I’m feeling death |
I taste the blood from our last kiss on my breath |
Was it the pain in my eyes |
That lead me to this misery? |
Was it the look of your death |
From your head down to your feet? |
Or was it something I did |
That made me regret the life that I’ve lived? |
And tell me, please, do you hate me too? |
Do you hate me for the things that I do? |
I see a face in the distance, of who I’m trying to be |
It was the lust of a vixen that took control over me |
And now I feel all the blackness, it washes all over me |
See the light in the darkness, of who I’m not supposed to be |
Fuck |
Thank you, mother, for the pain that you inflicted |
For hiding all my sanity and making me a victim |
I’ve tried it all before but it doesn’t seem to help |
The fact that I’m alone makes me hate my fucking self |
I see a face in the distance, of who I’m trying to be |
It was the lust of a vixen that took control over me |
And now I feel all the blackness, it washes all over me |
See the light in the darkness, of who I’m not supposed to |
How could she let me bear this fucking disease? |
How could she be so suffocating? |
I feel her presence, it lingers within |
It dwells inside me, closer than I’ve ever been |
«My mind cannot even begin to fathom the abhorrent information |
That was disclosed this dreadful night |
My lover is not my lover and therefore I am not myself |
My sanity is elsewhere, my hope is failing |
And the trust of my own kin is non-existent |
Why I was not debriefed on this deception |
Is beyond my wildest imagination |
I throw myself to the mercy of fate |
Live or die, it is no longer my choice» |