Lyrics Bereave - Before I Turn

Bereave

«I see the moonlight hit her skin
As if trying to shed light on her morbidity
I pretend her eyes are fixated on me
But they’re fixated on nothing
They’re dull and lifeless just like the night itself
But why does it feel like I’ve lost you long ago?
Why does it feel like this stagnant emotion
Has carried me forever?»
Her pupils getting wider by the seconds
Are getting duller as the reaper beckons her
She lets it in;
one last breath
And holds it in, waiting for death
Try to ignore the pain
We’ll never kiss again, we’ll never kiss again
Trying to hide my shame
I tell her it’s alright;
it’s just a bad night
Choking as you start to cry, let me look you in your eyes
Everything around me dies, so darling, rest your head
The blood, it stings my eyes, and so I watch you die
You deserve eternal peace, but death, it comes in threes
First my love, then my pride, then my fucking self
Try living life with your heart on a shelf
I’ve killed my love and my pride, now I’ll kill myself
I’ve murdered all the fucking love that I felt
Try to ignore the pain
Try to ignore the pain
We’ll never kiss again, we’ll never kiss again
Trying to hide my shame
I tell her it’s alright;
it’s just a bad night
Try to ignore the pain
We’ll never kiss again, we’ll never kiss again
Trying to hide my shame
I tell her it’s alright;
it’s just a bad night
My love, my mind played tricks on me
My eyes can’t believe what they see
My love, my love, don’t make a sound
My eyes, they say you’re dead on the ground
Try to ignore the pain
We’ll never kiss again, we’ll never kiss again
Trying to hide my shame
I’ll never see you again, 'cause I’m a very bad man