| It has become that time of evening
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| when people sit on their porches,
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| rocking gently and talking gently
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| and watching the street
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| and the standing up into their sphere
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| of possession of the tress,
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| of birds' hung havens, hangars.
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| People go by; |
| things go by.
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| A horse, drawing a buggy,
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| breaking his hollow iron music on the asphalt:
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| a loud auto: a quiet auto:
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| people in pairs, not in a hurry,
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| scuffling, switching their weight of aestival body,
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| talking casually,
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| the taste hovering over them of vanilla,
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| strawberry, pasteboard, and starched milk,
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| the image upon them of lovers and horsement,
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| squared with clowns in hueless amber.
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| A streetcar raising into iron moan;
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| stopping;
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| belling and starting, stertorous;
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| rousing and raising again
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| its iron increasing moan
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| and swimming its gold windows and straw seats
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| on past and past and past,
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| the bleak spark crackling and cursing above it
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| like a small malignant spirit
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| set to dog its tracks;
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| the iron whine rises on rising speed;
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| still risen, faints; |
| halts;
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| the faint stinging bell;
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| rises again, still fainter;
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| fainting, lifting lifts,
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| faints foregone;
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| forgotten.
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| Now is the night one blue dew;
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| my father has drained,
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| he has coiled the hose.
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| Low on the length of lawns,
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| a frailing of fire who breathes.
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| Parents on porches:
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| rock and rock.
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| From damp strings morning glories hang their ancient faces.
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| The dry and exalted noise of the locusts from all the air
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| at once enchants my eardrums.
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| On the rough wet grass
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| of the backyard
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| my father and mother have spread quilts
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| We all lie there, my mother, my father, my uncle, my aunt,
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| and I too am lying there.
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| They are not talking much, and the talk is quiet,
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| of nothing in particular,
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| of nothing at all.
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| The stars are wide and alive,
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| they all seem like a smile
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| of great sweetness,
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| and they seem very near.
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| All my people are larger bodies than mine,
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| with voices gentle and meaningless
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| like the voices of sleeping birds.
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| One is an artist, he is living at home.
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| One is a musician, she is living at home.
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| One is my mother who is good to me.
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| One is my father who is good to me.
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| By some chance, here they are,
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| all on this earth;
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| and who shall ever tell the sorrow
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| of being on this earth, lying, on quilts,
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| on the grass,
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| in a summer evening,
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| among the sounds of the night.
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| May God bless my people,
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| my uncle, my aunt, my mother, my good father,
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| oh, remember them kindly in their time of trouble;
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| and in the hour of their taking away.
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| After a little
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| I am taken in
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| and put to bed.
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| Sleep, soft smiling,
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| draws me unto her;
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| and those receive me,
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| who quietly treat me,
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| as one familiar and well-beloved in that home:
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| but will not, oh, will not,
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| not now, not ever;
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| but will not ever tell me who I am |