If you look for me you will find me at the counter
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Ritual, consecration
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I uncork the ball I toast the drop
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To mine to yours, disappointment
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Confession, with the therapy barman
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That my anesthesia changes rather than cure me
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Whatever you want me to be, I won't be who you want me to be
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It doesn't change your life, a Chivas-flavored kiss
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My life has changed since he changed my life
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The last drink, away from my life
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The life I would like is like a long drink
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May it never end like everything
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What do you want it to be
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I won't be who you want me to be
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How do you want it to be
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Change life go away
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And what do you want it to be
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No I won't be who you want me to be
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How do you want it to be
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You didn't know who I really was
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Maybe I really, I didn't know who I really was
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Maybe there really is no maybe, really, maybe really
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I know how you want me to be
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I won't be what you want me to be
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Only I who have experienced this scene several times
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I know that loving you is the only way to make you go away
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Dreams until midnight
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Until I caress your thighs
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My money on a pumpkin carriage
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Our sugar jail is sweet
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You who attract me to that cage, I don't know
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I say change which is not true
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True, I don't change, but you lie though
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You never understood who I really was
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What do you want it to be
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I won't be who you want me to be
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How do you want it to be
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Change life go away
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And what do you want it to be
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No I won't be who you want me to be
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How do you want it to be
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Since you left
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Because nothing is worse than loving you
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We are left with only the harm we have done to ourselves
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It has also become difficult to accept the
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I, who do not know how to love myself, know how to ruin myself
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With his head on the counter in the brewery
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The same cold as a railway track
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See you go
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See me without you
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I who believed you and did not believe in me
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Because I know I got it now that I lost it
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I was telling you about a future that doesn't scare me
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I no longer experience that lightness
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I know you wanted a different life
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Lucid dream, all so real
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It seems to me to touch you, I drink so as not to dream
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Because it is nothing is worse than loving you
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Because growing up is committing suicide
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And the more I believe that to believe is to commit suicide
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And the more this love grows, the more I don't want to love you
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But if I don't believe in this love, how can I love you
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We are slaves of love, how can I hate you
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What can I give you
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That we can give ourselves
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We are slaves to a love just to fuck each other
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You can't grab my hand anymore
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Accepting is over but by my hand
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I would like to do as I know how to do in my hand
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Do as always fuck together
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And pretend it's a lie
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What do you want it to be
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I won't be who you want me to be
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How do you want it to be
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Change life go away
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And what do you want it to be
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No I won't be who you want me to be
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How do you want it to be
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Since you left |