| Know it’s been a long time, I hear you’re doing just fine
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| Graduated, got a job and you’ve been working a grind
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| You’re never looking behind
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| I know you never found me crossing your mind
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| But I’d be lying if you didn’t cross mine
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| From time to time, I see some of your pictures online
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| «Kindest Regards"was hard, I left my heart on the line
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| I wrote a song for you, took a couple months of my time
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| How can you praise him for flowers and a bottle of wine?
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| You’ll never be mine, remember the time I came to see you?
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| I thought it would just be you, but there’s twelve other people
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| You see, there was never «We», so we could never be a sequel
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| Thought it might’ve been a date that day, did anything to see you
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| But I’m nothing more than nothing, you’re bluffing saying you care
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| Our only real connection is memories that we share
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| I would never try to blame you, cause blaming you isn’t fair
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| Not that you care, the stress is really starting to wear
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| And in my music, I took our story and I used it
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| Don’t care how you were feeling, I’m busy dropping my new shit
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| Know people gonna love it, I’m buzzing after I do it
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| I’m gifted with the curse of honesty and the truth is
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| I loved you more than words, I didn’t know how to prove it
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| Can’t tell you that in person, but always could through my music
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| Everyone who said they cared isn’t there, now I’m confused
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| I’m broken and bruised, lonely, open, empty, and stupid, and still I
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| I thought I had it all figured out
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| No, you would never fall for me now
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| I wonder if you wonder why I’m never around
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| I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I’m doing right now
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| You can hear the pain in my sound
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| Laughed as I fell to the ground
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| I wonder if you wonder why I’m never around
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| I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I’m doing right now
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| And I can’t lie, it hurt a little when you said you didn’t want me
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| To know I never tried is what continues to haunt me
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| Every pic I see is you and him, his Twitter trying to taunt me
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| You think I let it go? |
| This is old and exhausting
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| Some offspring, family in a house is what I thought about
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| Sometimes I wonder if he’ll get that now
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| See, we know that you picked a different path
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| Me, I picked a different route
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| And I can’t help but laugh at how this all played out
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| You’re over me now, I’m hoping you found only the best
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| Remember when we used to rap that Kanye West?
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| «Graduation"in rotation 'cause you liked that best
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| And back then I didn’t want you, now look, I’m a mess
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| I open my chest and through me you can see no spine
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| My profile pic and lyrics I’ve been hiding behind
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| It looks like you found the love that I was hoping to find
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| The only you I love’s the one that I create in my mind, and still I
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| I thought I had it all figured out
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| No, you would never fall for me now
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| I wonder if you wonder why I’m never around
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| I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I’m doing right now
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| You can hear the pain in my sound
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| Laughed as I fell to the ground
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| I wonder if you wonder why I’m never around
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| I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I’m doing right now
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| I thought I had it all figured out
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| No, you would never fall for me now
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| I wonder if you wonder why I’m never around
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| I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I’m doing right now
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| You can hear the pain in my sound
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| Laughed as I fell to the ground
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| I wonder if you wonder why I’m never around
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| I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I’m doing right now
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| I often wonder if you ever did care
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| I wonder why in my mind is the only time you ever were there
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| See, we were friends, but that felt more like pretend
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| This year is awfully clear, the real us is what I fear
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| The one where we were only friends and I acted like we dated
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| And nowadays our conversation is, «Hey, happy belated»
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| And every song I wrote for you, you know you actually hate it
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| Because you realize that you never felt the same when you played it
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| You never cared if I made it, that’s why I waited, you know me
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| See, all the love that I’ve been getting through my phone feels phony
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| I rhyme a couple words together, every girl want to blow me
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| We’re in a world full of people, yet I’m feeling so lonely
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| If only I could tell myself there’s plenty fish in the sea
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| But see, the sea is full of sharks, fake guppies, and greed
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| And as I find myself drowning while I’m fighting to breathe
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| I realize that I’m in love with what I thought we could be |