
Date of issue: 17.09.2017
Age restrictions: 18+
Record label: Witt Lowry
Song language: English
I Could Not Plan This |
Yeah |
An idle mind is where the demons roam |
Last night I met fear, doubt, hurt, hate, pain |
Told me, «If you don’t change, then we don’t go» |
They’ll give us life, and then we don’t grow |
They got me thinkin', «Am I really in control now?» |
This whole town doesn’t really feel like home now |
My family been sayin', «Mark, you gotta slow it down» |
Out on a date, she say, «You really on your phone?» |
«Wow,» livin' through my phone now |
I been feelin' disconnected |
Everyone around me, they would never get it |
Do they love me 'cause I’m hurtin' or they get the message? |
Only love me when I’m workin' 'cause they want percentage |
I remember late night writin' here to tell you the truth |
Back when I was too broke, servin' tables just to pay for a booth |
Back when really, I had nothin' to lose |
Back when—ugh! |
Fuck it, brace yourself for the news |
Last year I saw my dad pass away right in front of my eyes |
A couple fake friends showed me who they were in disguise |
My ex-girl told me nothin', but lies |
So maybe I was just in love with who she was in my mind |
I been lost inside my mind lately |
I been losin' track of time lately |
It’s like I barely know who I’m lately |
I been prayin' for a sign lately |
I been yellin' at the sky lately |
My only question, that was «Why?» |
lately |
Why is it I’m weak if I show the people I feel? |
And why is it they told me that time is all that can heal? |
When it’s I who needs to heal me, been searchin' for somethin' real |
And I know that we attracted the energy that we deal |
I been overthinkin', overthinkin' |
And nowadays I find 'em over-drinkin' on a weekend |
The people yellin', «Where is Mark? |
'Cause we fuckin' need him!» |
See, this is somewhere you can go when you feel like there’s nothin' else to |
believe in |
I never could plan the doubt, I never could plan the pain |
I never could plan the number of people screamin' our name |
I never could plan the love, I never could plan the hate |
I never could plan the love would turn into hate when it’s fake |
I never could plan the fear, I never could plan the hurt |
I never could plan that I will be helpin' people with words |
I never could plan the heart that was put inside of my chest |
I’m a human here with a vision, no less or more than the rest, ahh |
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