| Yeah, his name is Tom, but his friends call him T
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| They go in the bed at three, he’s barely been gettin' sleep
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| Yeah, he has a family that he never gets to see
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| Spends his time on the poster, people he wants to be
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| He needs another dopamine hit, every like, every pic
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| Influencers out here influencin' him
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| Don’t realize that they’re not influencin' shit
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| But to buy some more products to make them more rich, motherfuckers
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| Tom wants attention
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| Don’t realize real life is worth more than his mentions
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| He’s stressin', works nine-to-five just to pay for his pensions
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| He questions his purpose, feels low, so he posts to suppress it
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| «Let the comments rain»
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| A bunch of people leavin' likes but don’t know his name
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| A bunch of people leavin' likes but don’t know his pain
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| The biggest battle that he fights is his own damn brain, fuck
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| His self-worth is tied to an app
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| Another day, another panic-attack
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| Another person on his pics remindin' him of everything that he lacks
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| He doesn’t cry, so instead he just laughs and says
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| I feel the push and the pull
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| Evil in my head won’t go
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| I’ve been here before
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| Think I need help, I know
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| 'Cause I don’t feel myself no more
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| When I could never close these doors
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| And my head is so alone
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| Never felt this far from home
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| Yeah, her name is Susan, but her friends call her Sue
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| Got pregnant, had a baby last June and she should be over the moon
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| But lately she’s been feelin', it’s hard and harder to move
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| She struggles to do the things she used to love and I knew
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| But she’s supposed to be a mom, shit
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| Her feelings feel like they been thrown into a moshpit
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| And everyone keeps congratulating her like she just won a fuckin' Grammy
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| Since her granny passed away, she’s been an inch away from lost it
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| Went to bed nauseous, woke up feelin' nauseous
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| Can barely pay the bills or fill the fridge in her apartment
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| Went online for help, but all she found was people talk shit
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| Her baby has to grow up in a world so toxic, damn
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| Was havin' kids a mistake? |
| Heh
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| No one admits it, even if they relate
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| She hits a feeling that she’s better replaced
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| Been gettin' high and drinkin' wine just to get through a day
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| Just too much on a plate, doctors tell her just to take more pills
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| Tried one, she don’t like how it feels
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| Knows that people have it worse, but it doesn’t make her pain less real
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| Tells her friends, time will hopefully heal, 'cause
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| I feel the push and the pull
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| Evil in my head won’t go
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| I’ve been here before
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| Think I need help, I know
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| 'Cause I don’t feel myself no more
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| When I could never close these doors
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| And my head is so alone
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| Never felt this far from home
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| Yeah, his name is Mark, a lot of people call him Witt
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| He started makin' music just to show 'em he can spit
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| Make a little money, buy his mom and dad a whip
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| Proved to everyone who doubted now that he could make it big
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| Motherfuckers, on the way, use his pain to paint the people his picture
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| The ones that want the most of, they never started off with ya
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| Somehow he has it gone off and lost himself into liquor
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| Or sold his soul for a playlist to play his shit, can you picture this?
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| Almost losing your sister, then you losing your dad
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| Then you losing your love or the love that you thought you had
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| Then you losing yourself writing «Losing You,"calling MAX
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| You’re blessed and you fuckin' know it, feel bad for just feelin' bad, but
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| He’s scared that everyone will use him
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| Every day is more a product and less and less of a human
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| Lately he’s been feelin' like Truman, would people care if they lose him?
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| They criticize, but can’t help playing him the music, I feel the-
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| I feel the push and the pull
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| Evil in my head won’t go
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| I’ve been here before
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| Think I need help, I know
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| 'Cause I don’t feel myself no more
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| When I could never close these doors
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| And my head is so alone
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| Never felt this far from home
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| 'Cause I don’t feel myself no more
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| When I could never close these doors
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| And my head is so alone
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| Never felt this far from home |