| Here to tell you the truth
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| Tell you I’m nervous
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| Tell you my story
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| Tell you I’m worth it
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| Tell you my flaws and my faults and my doubts
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| Give you my heart and what’s left of it now
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| Tell you my hurt
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| Tell you my pain
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| Tell you the thoughts I keep trapped in my brain
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| Tell you that nothing’s the same
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| Tell you I’m nothing much more than a man
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| And tell you I fear I may never find love
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| Tell you I’m getting in touch with above
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| And right now can’t deny that I’m scared all this music I wrote won’t compare
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| or warrant the buzz
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| Alone in my room, dissecting each line that I rhyme I don’t know how I finished
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| on time
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| Missed the drop date 3 times, I know that I let you all down
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| Well I was the first in that line so
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| Sever my soul from my body engulf it in music then give you something to relate
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| This is somewhere to go when your heart becomes cold and your friends become
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| fake
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| As you stand on the edge of the world you feel like you’re destined to break
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| And your grandma is screaming «You're worthless!"and calling you names to your
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| face
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| Mom and I had to move to a place second time that I’ll rhyme to pick this
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| picture
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| And I can’t deny I would hide in my room and would cry from dealing with ya
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| Pictures so vivid you yell in the kitchen I’m taking my boxes I’ve made a
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| decision
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| I’m done with your dissing your father they’re fixing I tried to be nice but
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| you just wouldn’t listen
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| I couldn’t wait for the day just to give you my take on the shit that you did
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| Silly old bitch never be like you never be so rude
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| I hope I wish alone and sick, you sit but this is where we end it
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| It’s crazy to me how the truth is often most offensive, battle tested
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| Learned my lesson to forgive but not forget
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| I spilled my heart opened my chest
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| Irrelevant you are to me but part to me honestly
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| Thought I should address, life often makes this mess
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| I’ve come to give you more while everybody gives you, less
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| Looking back on it all was a lie
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| At your friend’s house and there’s no other guys, surprise
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| And look who you’re with I’m not trying to diss
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| I’m just telling you this that your feelings may fade but your memories stick
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| Hope you’re happy with him
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| I honestly hope you’re happy with him
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| And he does all the things that I would and I tried but I couldn’t
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| Could keep going on but I know that I shouldn’t
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| I shouldn’t waste any more time
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| Shouldn’t waste any more lines when you’re drunk off the wine
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| Do you find me crossing your mind?
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| We knew this would happen with time but I think that we finally figured it out
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| That we would just never work out
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| I tried picking you up you tried pulling me down
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| But now life without you is where happy is found
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| And right now I’m just focused on music
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| Trust you would lose it
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| Ripped out my heart you abused and you used it
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| Love’s not a label on Facebook
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| Where I gave you everything like «Girl wait, look!»
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| But you didn’t care
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| I would just stare at my wall and you gave me no reason at all when you left
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| Picked myself up when you made me feel less
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| Much better off and at that I’d attest
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| Well now let’s just put it to rest
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| I wish you the best
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| My friends don’t respond to my texts
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| Yes I’ve been busy with Kindest Regards
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| But is it that hard just to call?
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| I wanna hang out yet you shutting me out
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| And you put in no effort at all
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| Now you got me confused like what did I do?
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| Used to tell you if I make it I’ll be bringing all of you
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| Now, my circles are limited
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| Few of y’all walked out and left, that left no one to lose
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| I got nothing to lose
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| And nothing to gain by not telling the truth
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| Been barely believing in love
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| I still really don’t even know if I do
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| But if someone was ever to make me believe then that someone is you
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| I promise it’s you
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| I never took action, you Snapchatting
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| Asking me where all my music is at
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| We’re talking right now as I’m writing this rap
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| You’re someone I wish that I always could have
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| And to be blatant, girl your name is…
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| Still can’t say it, never could say it
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| Scared you would hate it
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| Wonder what crosses your mind when you play it
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| I’m patient I’m waiting for you
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| Even wrote Rescue about me and you |
| Maybe one day we’ll be, we’ll wait and we’ll see
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| Now I’m chasing my dream and I hope you do too
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| And I’m hoping to prove I’m paying my dues
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| Dad will get drunk and pass out I’m like «What are you doing?!»
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| Booze and you lose it he knew it
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| So he got sober so proud, I knew you could do it
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| I’m out at a party ya’ll tell me to drink
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| Here’s what I think, I think you look stupid!
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| Sinking my soul in the music I do it for free
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| And just know that I’m woven into it
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| My fans we turned into fam
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| I’m here to guide you give me your hands
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| Tell me your thoughts and your dreams and your plans
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| They told me I never could be what I am
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| Now look where we stand
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| We stand for everything we said we’d stand for
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| When they tried to give us less we said «Nah, fuck that!»
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| We demand more
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| And we stand tall
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| Dan told me jump on the beat and go tell 'em the truth
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| That’s what I do, I do this for you
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| I tell you my story to help you get through
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| And you see that this life is hard
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| The darkest nights make the brightest stars
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| I’m bringing y’all with me let’s raise the bar
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| I know y’all can feel this whoever you are
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| Kindest Regards
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| Mark |